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Hello , guys . How are you all ? I'm back to update my blog . Well , Thanks for all the comment and I have seen all your blog . So let me get started to write this post .

So what am I going to write now ? Hmm , Ah ya I found one .

Recently , I woke up early around 5 something . That was nice . I can wake up without an alarm . I like to sleep early because there's quote . It said :" The early birds gets the worm" . It sound familiar , duh ? Of course . That is the thing that school teacher always nagging with us . But I understand it . As a teacher , They always wish we do it in the right way and not the wrong way . Some teacher may be meanie and some teacher may be kind .

Depends on which situation are we in . Besides , no one can judge you if you don't wanna be judge even if someone judge you nonsense you could just ignore it . That is a way of making your EQ higher . Of course there's a word to describe a person that's not influence by others talk . I call that the person is thick-skinned . Do you realize when you are at school . Most of your friends like to make racket ? That is something so annoying and insulting when you found out that you have a lot of things to do yet the class is so noisy in which you can even study or do your work . Conclusion , you are being distract .

Being a student , our first priority is study . But Some of the students are falling in love and I am one of them . I am falling in love with Felicia Tiong . It is kinda deep not shallow . I couldn't find another person who are better than her . She is just well . I feel happy when she posted a post about me at the blog . My heart was like melted cheese cake . Could you imagine that a cake been taken out and put it on the table and it was melted ? My heart is just like this cheese cake . She is my real real soul partner I think . No matter is she a christian and I am a Buddhist . I just wanna be with her . I have no regrets and I will face any obstacles in the future or maybe right now I am facing the obstacles by my religious parents . But so what ? I don't either care . I just wanna be with her is that a wrong to my parents ? Why do my mum have to force me to say she's just a good friend of mine ? That was so hurt does she know ? She will never know .

it's another day

It is just another day post . Although sometimes We will get down , or something or someone would pull us down . We will still have to stand straight with our chest up and not bottom .
I am participating in the dance crew on Teacher's Day . Today I did a bit of planning on it with my friend .
I didn't bath until I came back on 3 something from yesterday afternoon and I am STINK . I don't feel like walking out the bathroom . An advise to everyone is that we have to bath at least twice a day or we're STINK , worst than a pig .

I have a friend , who is quite upset . I won't say the problem because It's a promise and trust building inside both of us . I am trying to help this friend and I hope I can help this friend . This friend is a she . Obviously , but I am also trying to avoid close communication . I don't want to make my girlfriend sick of me and being moody . So I might as well just don't do anything . I really want to marry her after my studies in high school for a few months and in university for a few years and step on the social world for a few years and settle down with her . It is the first time I am so serious with this and I hope I can maintain it with her .

I feel down a bit I admit . I text her but maybe she's busy so she aren't able to reply my message . I mind but sometimes I have to don't mind to let her have a spacious space to breath in this love . I am falling in love I think . I am still young . It is not advisable to have a girlfriend now but I can if only I want to . And I can tell you I want to . I never felt this strong it's like she's a part of me . She can bring me down easily and bring me up . I'm like hers . Beyond to scientific knowledge , Love is blind or maybe dumbfounded . I didn't think so much  . Well , I believe she has some activities on at the moment . I will text her again after her physic tuition from 5p.m to 7p.m. . I may not be the best man for her but I promise to be hers only .

Anyway , will it be like what we hope it would be . It all depends . Seriously .

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Oh yes, I hacked your blogger account. 

AHAHAHA just joking XD

26th March , Anniverssary

Yo , readers . What are you all up to ? I'm back to my seat in front of the computer and start to write something interesting .
Yesterday , It was 26th of March . It was earth Hour . My family didn't celebrate earth hour so does her family . Well , I will celebrate it myself . I shut down my phone for half an hour at tuition . I respect our earth . Earth is where we live in . I heard my friend said recently two days ago , 7.0 magnitude , a place had earthquake again . Recently , there are so many earthquake in other places . That was extremely dangerous and it wasn't safety to go vacation for the passed years . I feel sad for the victims . I hope they will be alright and let us close our hand and pray for them .
Okay , It's also My Anniversary . We went to Sarawak Plaza at first and  it's not open . The shop are closed . Later we went to Tun Jugah , It's also not opened yet . Later we went to McDonald . There are a bunch of people , no places to sit . Lately , we went to Parkson . Finally , there's a place where there is Air-conditional to breeze the cold air . Lately , we went to Hills . Phew , It's open . And we went inside . All around again and we found a seat . We sat down . We feel glad that we don't need to walk again . We are kinda fed up walking here and there . We sat on the seat and I taught her how to play Rubik's Cube . Lately , We went to Tun Jugah to have our Lunch , Chicken rice , it's not full enough for both of us . We felt a bit hungry . After that , we went back to school . Yeah , I gave her a hug and kiss on her cheek . x) I am damn so happy . =P

test result and random post

My exam isn't so bad and isn't so good .
Here is my following result:
Bm:40
History:40
Chemistry:54
Biology:56
English:61
Additional Mathematics:63
Moral:84
Account:80
Math:83
Physic:75

I got 4A's but no failure . My result is damn bad . I will try harder for the 1st mid term exam next time on the March . I will do my very best again and put all my effort and see how much would I get next time . Recently , My dad bought me a Rubik's Cube 4x4 . I am playing with it , still solving , it was nice and fun .Well , I have not much idea but I have playing my guitar for a couple of two months , I learnt the song Love story by Taylor Swift , now I am learning no boundaries - Kris Allen . I am still trying to figure out what the strumming style should I use and I am still just a beginner . I learn guitar on my own , playing the guitar is just a leisure . Nothing else that I can say and wish you all good luck

I wish that

Sometimes I wish that I don't think that she's hiding something from me .
I just want to tell myself I think too much .
Feeling are hard to control , right ?
Most of us happen to be facing this problem . But what I can share with you all is that .
You let yourself to think like that . For example , You love a person because you tell yourself You love the person but when you tell yourself I don't love that person , you wouldn't love that person anymore .
That is just a way to test yourself whether do you really love this person that you are loving .
If it is hard to control , that means maybe you're truly in love with her .
Obviously , I am saying that I'm really in love with her . Who would say themselves don't in love with another , right ? Sorry for that readers . Sometimes I wanna be touching . I hope my words could exactly say out what you aren't brave to say . Our thoughts are very shallow most of the time and stubborn . In some situation , we are hardly to believe what people says only when we see it by our own eyes . We are sceptic .

When I ask her some question through mobile text . I found that she wouldn't answer all I ask . Well , I close an eye and open an eye to ignore that . Which means I PRETEND I didn't ask her some question before . I know boys aren't supposed to be so sensitive . I had to PRETEND . I don't like people to pretend in front of me or even not in front of me . Yet , I PRETEND in front of her . I feel so guilty . I don't know why is this feeling keep on disturbing me . I NEVER EVER lie to her . As long as she ask me about the thing , I try my best to tell her . It doesn't mean I didn't lie to her . For example , when I with a HER , I would tell her I'm with my friend and not saying I'm with HER . My sentences may sound very confused to you readers . I try my best to make my sentences as simple as possible so you guys understood what I am writing and trying to convey and present to you all . I felt so guilty when I replied her that . I feel like I'm the one who betrayed her . So I didn't chat with girls so often and only chat with a few good friends including boy .

I have no idea what am I doing when I on my computer , plug the line cable into my streamyx box and open Mozilla Firefox  , going to the Facebook website , and no one chat with me . It isn't that completely it is always like this but most of the time . So that is another reason that I don't like to online . I'm so lucky I learn guitar and magic to occupied my time and I don't need to open the computer sitting in front of it and being radiated . Life is just like a wave . There is crest and there is through . Use physic to represent what life is .

I am trying my best to be as positive as I can and also trying to maintain it . We don't need good IQ but we need very good EQ . I do not know what does the Q means exactly , honestly . EQ is a basic and IQ is fundamental . When both combined , it reflect us to elaborate how we control our mood and how we use our mood to build our brain wave . When I have the inspiration to post something , you would see that the post that I am posting is very long and a lot of emotional inside .

My phone message ringtone and caller ringtone I change to home and party in the USA respectively . Home , this song , gives me a warm . This song is sing by Chris Daughtry . Party in the USA gives me to be happy so that when I am answering someones call I'm in a happy mood to answer it . This song sing by Miley Cyrus . I think it is more enough to let you all learn something from this post . Good luck everyone .

Update Update =D

Yo , Whatssup readers ? I am going to update my blog . Obviously . What's the news that keep spreading to the whole global ? It's a news about Japan is being blasted bold by a 8.9 magnitude Earthquake and causes the horrendous flood , also known as Tsunami . Japan is a disaster right now . Economic drop and everyone has no home . The scenery has a song I want to recommend to you all . Pray sang by Justin Bieber . The lyris go something like this , So check it out on youtube . I don't have a good memory . I forgotten the front part .

Anyway , wipe off the sadness be happy and pray a lot a lot for the victims and wish god bless them all .
Wrong can be disappear or exist only if we want it to be . So I don't really think that the world would end like this . It is still too early to be the end of the world . There is still a lot of innocent people such as , infant , civilian , the nuns and vice versa .

Recently , I learned a few magic and I think it is cool . I wasn't sure what assignment topic am I doing so I haven't start doing it . I will try my best and practise more . I learn magic is because I'm so bored sometimes . Lame reason . Another reason I should not say =P .