deaf and blind

If I were to be a blind and deaf person . I will never talk and hear and see but I can always feel you're by my side .
Love you , my sis . =) Thanks for that picture . If you had use your heart to see that picture , You will found out something that no one can see it . I will not tell you what the thing is . But you're always my sis . =)

My holiday

My holiday will just end up like this .
Everyday stay at home and go duties and activities for ST.JOHN . It's enough .
I just left 4 days to go and my holidays will meet it ends . I just wanna find one day to go out then that's enough .
I'm sick of my computer and my home . I just wanna go out . But my friends doesn't seems to remember me and threw me aside . =(
What is it ? I hate this . Duh , What can I do .

Pretend

I'm just going to pretend I don't know you . Maybe after a long time I will forget about you .
I may forget the spirit of living . I will leave the world as soon as possible . Maybe 15 years , But god may let me don't see each others for these years and hope it do . I don't hurt you and you don't hurt me .
Until I've make a decision , When I've do what I should . Having a family and a stable work and My wife can live better without me . I will leave the world , I will never do what again . Because of you ! Seeing your profile and there's just a word , add as friend . I don't even want to add you as friend anymore . I will just pretend I never  had a friend like you . If you're going to any camp , I will not be going anymore ! Even If I'm going , I will never know who you are anymore ! Forever ! I never ever wish That I will know you and tell you every secret of mine before ! Am I so stupid ? Just because of your attitude , YOu know I hurt a lot of girls ? 5 girls is way too much , Now is it going to be 6 again ? No way , I don't have the right to ask you to accept me as a friend anymore . Seems it's like this . I will disappear from your sight ! =(

Love the way you lie

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that¡¯s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that¡¯s alright because I love the way you lie,love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I can¡¯t tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it¡¯s a still night in my wind pipe
I can¡¯t breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it¡¯s like I¡¯m in flight
High off the law, drunk from my hate,
It¡¯s like I¡¯m huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I¡¯m about to drown, she resuscitates me
She fucking hates me and I love it.
Wait! Where you going? I¡¯m leaving you
No you ain¡¯t. Come back we¡¯re running right back.
Here we go again
It¡¯s so insane cus when its going good its going great.
I¡¯m superman with the wind at his back
Shes Louis Lane but when its bad its awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whos that dude? I don¡¯t even know his name
I laid hands on him, I¡¯ll never stoop so low again
I guess I don¡¯t know my own strength
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that¡¯s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that¡¯s alright because I love the way you lie, love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you¡¯re with me
You meet and neither one of you even know what hit me
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah, them those chills you used to get me
Now you¡¯re getting fucking sick of looking at him
You swore you¡¯d never hit him; never do nothing to hurt him
Now you¡¯re in each other¡¯s face spewing venom in your words when you spit them
You push pull each other¡¯s hair, scratch claw hit him
Throw him down pin him
So lost in the moments when you¡¯re in them
It¡¯s a race that¡¯s the culprit controls your boat
So they say you¡¯re best to go your separate ways
Guess if they don¡¯t know you cus today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over it¡¯s a different day
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her
Next time you show restraint
You don¡¯t get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
I guess that¡¯s why they call it window pane
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that¡¯s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that¡¯s alright because I love the way you lie,love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Now I know he said things hit things that we didn¡¯t mean
And we fall back into the same patterns same routine
But your temper¡¯s just as bad as mine is
You¡¯re the same as me
But when it comes to love you¡¯re just as blinded
Baby, please come back
It wasn¡¯t you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship wasn¡¯t as crazy as it seemed
Maybe that¡¯s what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don¡¯t you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk
I told you this is my fault
Look me in the eye ball
Next time I¡¯m pissed, I lay my fist at the drywall Next time.
There won¡¯t be no next time
I apologize even though I know its lies
I¡¯m tired of the games I just want her back
I know I¡¯m a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
Im¡¯a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that¡¯s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that¡¯s alright because I love the way you lie,love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

生命的文章

有许多美好的日子，我们消耗在愁苦里。

有许多宝贵的机会中，我们却白白的失去。
人在生命中要奇迹，人的生命中要有真理。
要用方向便知道人生距离，并用信心和勇气。

生命不在乎它长短，生命要看它的内涵。
活着要自由不要捆绑。
这是我生命的文章。
生命的文章。

Appreciate your life =]

first aid course

Yesterday , 8/9/2010 we St.John Ambulance are organizing our first aid course to member who haven't pass their first aid or never ever test before or test and have fail their first aid .
But it's alright , there're 41 member there and they are better than us before .
Before , we talk non-stop and they could be quite when listening to our talk .
They seems to be more mutual than us . You know ?
We teach them CPR(Cardio Pulmonary Resuscitation) It's easy actually but hard to do it perfect .
Many of them try and almost half dying , because they are not use to it and haven't find a correct position and  confirm landmark start compression . yea , 2 blows and 30 compression . We won't get tired because we're trained professional to do . We even have hospital duty at General Hospital . Well , I'm going for my first time , this Sunday from 7 til 3.30 . St.John is like this , we don't focus so much on marching after all , we always lose to R.C . Don't know what the hell , but at least our first aid don't fail to anyone . =)
Anyway , we will try our best to secure our member all passed their first aid .