Boring Holiday , Life , Knowledge to share

It's a very long holiday . A month and a half .
I am just sitting on the stool , have my eye dim open , hand on the keyboard , air-conditional is swanging . It's an late afternoon after Christmas . 26th of December . It also also just a month after is my birthday .
I was singing this song when you are gone . Eminem . I also going to be another Eminem . I'm taking drug .
It says Use to it drug . Actually , everyone take use to it drug too . It don't hurt us , It don't get us addicted to it . It only get us to use to it . Doing the same things everyday . Hard for us to forget . If I use to in my study I guess I will score a higher grade of level . But Just because I don't do study everyday so I'm not use to it .
To do the bad's is easy but To Do the good is hard . Why is it so ? Because Use to it contain a bit of dip of drug that called lazy and find easy work to do . When we found that smoke is easy . Because You just get a ciggarate and put in on the lighter . Light it up and put it in your mouth and just take a deep breath in and breath out .
There is a thing that we called reflection . Everyone reflect another . As this go by , It would become everyone will smoke but why others don't ? Are they mature ? Or what ? Maybe the answer is yes and maybe the answer is a no . They don't smoke because they don't like it . That is a good thing . Or Because My dad is smoking , So I tell myself I don't smoke . Some kid would say that . It is also a good attitude . But Of course I don't smoke . Either my family no one smoke but became a passive smoke .
'Things are easy to say but hard to do' Everyone say this . When someone is bluffing . But I add one more of my own self thinking . 'Thing are easy to say but hard to do , but when things are easy to do and things are hard to say .' Am I right ? Or maybe I'm wrong .
Every Object , Matter we invent , manufactured . They are good and bad . When the bad increase the good will decrease , when The good Increase the bad will decrease .
So are we , Human . Living matter . Have own ability , Good and bad . My good You guys have to see it yourself . My bad I say it myself . Why ? why I say and do so ? Because Bad things are easy to say and easy to do . Good things are hard to say and hard to do . And Good things in live are hard to find .
And if You want to score to have a better life . Your Generation will have a harsh life . If you work hard in the harsh life , you bring a better life for the future Generation .
There is a lot of keys that are hard to Achieve in this world . Such as 'Peace', 'Corruption to be vanish' , 'Work Together' , 'Stop killing each others' , 'be kind to others' , 'don't look down on others' , 'treat everyone as your family' . And lots and lots of it . No one would go think about it so much but I do . The 1% out of the 100% . I keep this blog for public to let everyone knows what they don't know about their life .
'Life is short , so appreciate what you had . Because What you had may be what others don't have but you don't know because no one say .' It keep me times to think about to write a fascinating and interesting blog post . But I won't give up on this . Because blog give me no harm .
I must learn to accept and forgive and forget and be kind to others .
The above is also a very hard keys to achieve . Everyone , I belief . Everyone of you have a very hard word in your heart to say . But touch your heart and tell yourself . What is it ? I can do it why you can't ?
Everyone also take this and put in their mouth . When you say about others to motivate others why don't I motivate myself and bring to motivate you all ? I am still in progress with that .
Is this long enough ? I don't think so . So that's all from me . Catch up with me next time .

Love

I am Thomas . Once again , I do my introduction again .
I am not a confidence person and I'm not a person who have the ability to stand for what I need forever which means I am a person who is easily being beaten up and give up easily .
I am not a perfect person and I found a reason for me and the reason is you .
Do the above sentence sounds Familiar . I took it from the song - The reason , Roobstank .
I am 16 years old . I'm just an ordinary boy who don't have the strength to walk right up on dancing .
My date of birth is on the 26th of January . Which next year I will be sitting for my SPM .
I'm born in Kuching , Sarawak . I hate Malaysia because I see it's back from politics .
Politicians are too selfish and racist . But I love Malaysia because I see it's good . Malaysia is way to out from Natural Phenomena where a lot of religion using their spirit to curse people who they one . It is true when only you yourself be in Malaysia then who will know what they are doing for all the long .
Selfishness must be the most dangerous Grenade ever . It will bomb every second we don't know .
I'm not saying that Malaysia is not good . Malaysia is too good and too not good .
Overseas isn't like what I also think is too good . There are also too good and too bad .
Maybe some will notice why my blog is always so emotional and most people don't like to view .
It's meaningless . I know . I do .
My Ambition is to be an accountant . But Until I think that I want to be a psychologist .
No one from my friend ever support me . They never try to find me out and I try my best . But I seems to find the wrong time where every is busy that time .

Can anyone give me any comment at the C-box there and always come and be my followers . View my blog .
I am a flowering-guy . I admit . I ever had 6 Girlfriend not once in a time . I'm not that crazy yet . Not even once is successful . Not their Problem , Is my Problem . All is my fault . If I never start , there will be no end .
So as I say I am a very not confidence person and easily to give up person .
That is a problem , My attitude isn't good . But everything I do there is a reason why I do that .
I don't do things without any reason . I'm a person who born to not to be in love . Because I'm not a good Boyfriend . I do care people but not much enough .

Love to me is restless and emotional . Life has down and up . Like a mountain . When we reach the top of the mountain where should we go ? When there isn't a way we can go down . We can only jump from the top and everyone of us is hurt . But from hurt we learn to appreciate everyone . Love everyone .

And that is who I am . Thankyou all for coming to view my blog and Hope to receive any Comment from you all .

Christmas Time

It's Christmas . 25th of December . Just about an week . It's Chinese new year and lately School is re-open .
As if Hospitality doesn't have free day . But It's okay . Use to it is soon a problem .
I don't know how to say much about Christmas because I don't celebrate it . Sad huh ? But I love the day .
It's a day where I can forget what I'm thinking coming here . Ready for the feeling and post it out .
It is such of fun . So doing nothing much just re-view on what I am studying for next year .
2011 1st of January . Happy New year . And not Chinese new year . Lastly , Wish everyone happy Christmas and new year .

Hohoho .. It's Christmas

Hohoho .. It's Christmas everybody . It's soon Christmas . Let's do some countdown .
4 more days to go . Anyone who like Christmas ? Everyone like ^^
I'm in a Christmas mood . Anyone who want to go hang out and count down for it ?
I never do something like that before . I hope nothing else is happening and I will be happy .
I love Christmas so do all of you ^^ . Lastly , Wish you all a happy Christmas !!!! ^^