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Saturday, December 4, 2010

really really I want to tell you all this .. Everyone

真的没有人可以分享。我只能在这里说。就可怜可怜我,让我说。我不想失去任何朋友可是我没有办法。我也有我无法做到的东西。决定在于他们还把我当不当朋友。我知道很多人不喜欢我,忽略我。甚至有的在别的朋友说我的坏话。我不能怎么样,我不是你们这么有本事做这些事情。在Facebook,report我或是block我。我不能怎么样。因为我不是神。我不是完美的人。我是个烂人。我相信有些人可能看不懂华文。我也没办法。我没有精神陪你们玩。我无法说,你们不可以block我。这是你们的自由。可是能不能......我只想有个朋友。会陪我,不是说需要我才找我了。我真的不喜欢,说句老实话。

Friday, December 3, 2010

walao eh , beh tahan lo

Walao eh , beh tahan liaw lo(Lo siao Part)
Why people at facebook like to block each others , so fun meh ?(Lo Siao Part)
Loss a friends so worth so happy meh ?( Lo siao Part)
Walao , don't make Phua Chu Kang slap you guys are .(Lo Siao Part)
Seriously , 2 ppl blocked me already . I don't say is who but both start with the same alphabet .(Normal part)
Walao eh , ngati . Why so bo kuang . SO hiao lo ... Ngati , Why I haven't so hiao like you guys .(Lo Siao part)
I'm really so not happy with facebook why people can block people , if like that why don't asked the person being blocked that's one of me to leave facebook ? So suffer like that . Friends can't add friends and yet so heart-hurted . Got one person I really not so mercy already . Show no mercy . I didn't go and find you or Say anything bad about you why you learn one of my friends block me .(Normal Part)
Ngati .. You so hiao lo .. why you got the brave to block others and I block one person but let her go ..(Lo Siao + Normal Part)
Walao eh .. So Hiao , kin , wu kin walao eh .. Go home Sleep la , play facebook play facebook . Want to block then Block everyone la .. No one teach you this idioms ? "斩草除根"  Walao eh , so stupid are you and like to act make some people don't like me ho , You're ah beng ha ? See too many Phua Chu Kang Movie , learn him la .. I tell you ah , simple English , Don't PLAY PLAY . Will Cause you into big trouble . Luckily , I'm not a gangster or I fire your house ah (Lo siao Part + Normal Part + Phua Chu Kang my version part)

Seriously , Please . I just want to be a normal person to live and know friends . I don't block anyone , okay ? Why do you guys have to treat me like this ? Can't you guys just let me go and be myself . I'm still friends , Okay ? .. I put those crazy little part is just to make this blog interesting a bit , of course . Those part is a bit KURANG AJAR part .. But What can I do . Later some of you complain again . This Thomas so emo guy . Grr.. I'm sick of being commented .

Thursday, December 2, 2010

心跳

这真的是一种说不出的感觉。一个心跳,一个声音。
痛也不是,哭也不是。算了吧。就这样的没关系。
我爱你,可是我不知道你是谁。我不知道该对谁说。
跟着海浪漂浮着你的话。在我脑海里一直转个不停。

A history about a boy's life

This post is about a history of a boy's life . Obviously , it's my life . I want to share with you guys how I've been going through my 16 years old . It's a story and for this I've tried my best to gather all those information I knew . But I know my Dad won't told me about this so I asked my Mum . And I know why He don't want to tell me , It's a harsh time for him and my mum .

My dad name Chong Foo Sen . He's born in the year of 1954 . His blows his candle on the February . It's so sad I never knew his really date of birthday . My family follows Chinese lunar , That's why our B'day's date is never a fix day . It depends on the day . According to Chinese Lunar Calender , My dad is born on the 27th of the December . Now , He work as a foreman of silver Engineering . He is 56 years old . He is a father who never show tired in front of us and still work hard . But he likes to comment on people's work I guess when people do something or plan he don't like . That's what I know from my Mum .

My mum name Ting Sing Keong . She's born in the year of 1960 . She blows her candle on the 9th of September if I'm not mistaken . As I said we follow Chinese lunar . So My mum is born in the 5th of September of the Chinese Lunar Calender . She's 50 this year . She ever do a lot of work but now she's a house wife whom taking care of us . But my dad , he's a Buddhist . My mum , She's a Christian . My mum born in Sibu . My dad is from Indo to Sarawak .

It's really a long story about that , where I am going to stand up for a pride to share with you all this .
My grandpa and grandma . I don't know their names . I don't even have a memory I ever seen them . I don't know how they look like and how they feel like . I'm a hakka person's . Hakka is my dialet . but I'm sad because I'm the one who don't know how to really speak my own Dialet so Fluently .

My grandpa comes from China . That's the time of war world 2 . My grandpa ever married once but after that all the relatives died and He married another women from Indo . and That's my grandma . There's only 3 relatives between me . I'm the only family who have less relatives . Not like my mum . Have a family tree .
My dad is the oldest , follow by the 2nd brother and the smallest Brother . Only 3 of them . My grandpa have a strong life of living . That's why he had to married again . But I'm the lucky generation who don't go through harsh time .

Only My 2nd Uncle has children and My Father . My family is me , Sister and Brother and lastly a mother . My 2nd uncle is two boy and a girl . My brother's from my 2nd uncle . The Eldest is a male . He's master right now at an university . 2nd Brother of the 2nd uncle didn't study completely . He stop his study when He's form 4 but now he's a boss of a good barber . Not a barber actually a very good hair-cutter . I can say . My English isn't good . The smallest girl of my 2nd uncle is now studying form 6 I guess . It has been a long time I lost contact with them .

For My Smallest Uncle , He's living with us right now . He don't have a family . Still single . His wife I don't know is who . But I won't say because I don't know . I don't have the prove of the information I get . He smoke , he drink beer an alcoholic but not he's better that he didn't always drink for so many years . He's trying to find a Job to do . But randomly , he do any Job . It's really a harsh time that time my dad had to take him from Jail . You know why ? He is being with a friends of bad gang group . But Now he's leaving them for all long time ago . Living with us giving no harm .

Okay , So Exactly . Chong Isn't my really sir name . My really sir name is Peng . But because of my dad he migrate to Sarawak and being a son of others people family that's why we change our Sir name to Chong except for my Smallest Uncle . It's really so hard to imagine that My Grandpa is a China person and My Grandma is a  Indo Person . That means I'm always a small part of an Indo . But Hopefully I'm giving birth by pure Chinese .

Okay , I'm Thomas Chong Gin How . Everyone know this but I really hope I can change back to my real sir name but It's impossible after all . I'm 16 this year . I born in the date of 26th of January . I'm an Aquarius . My sister name Shirley Chong Sheng . She's 25 years old . My brother name Vincent Chong Y. Leong . He's 22 years old . I'm the most lucky one I should say . When I'm born I had a house to live in . But my brother and sister they had to live in a metal cargo . that's really so implicated to image that scene . How harsh they had gone through . It's really so hard to survive . Before my family was so poor but Now I'm 2nd degree of family . Not So poor and Not so rich , Moderate . If I could have knew my history so early . I maybe can change all this but It's too late . I can only take this fate and go down to my next life of future .

Actually , If you want to know more . I can tell you but I guess I really take a lot of years to tell you about all of me . That's all I want to share . Thankyou for viewing my Blog .

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

活着为了什么?

after being using English for my entire blog , Use some Chinese for it .
我们活着是为了什么?为了谁?
我们活着为了生存,为了自己。
在这世上我们没有目标的活着。真无聊,无趣。
我好像和华语无缘。我没有再听华语歌。我的电话里全部都是英文歌。
真奇怪。但是我知道我是为了她而活着。
为了澄清一些不需要的东西。为了走下去,我才选择生存着。
有时,我在想我是怎么了?可是其实我什么都没有。我什么都不是。
我是我自己。一个从不和人分享心事的自己。=)

Recently

Recently , I'm kinda senile . Maybe it's the effect of high fever yesterday .
Need to drink a lot more of water and yet I'm dying .
There's another camp for me to go through . It's training camp 2010 .
I miss Matang Camp . When I see through the video at wakasa camp the last night . I almost cried .
It's so memorable and why I didn't go last year . But this year is my last year . I must get all this through .
I go to the camp is just to prove something but it isn't proved . Nevermind , I don't mind it .
I want to have fun too at the camp and enjoying . Just to resist the pain . I don't care who we are .
As long at camp , privacy problem put aside . You're still my friend I will still talk to you .
Lol. I'm like drunken of mineral water , drink and drink a lot of it .
Not until a week , It's another camp again .
17th til 19th My friend invited me to go for another camp but I don't think I can attend .
I'm sorry if I'm not attending but help me pass a words to the form 5 committee . I LOVE THEM .
But I don't even have the brave to tell them . It's all because of the Sicom Camp . I knew them . =)

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Wakasa Camp

It's Wakasa Camp . I go a night earlier .
It start at 27th til 30th of November . But I go on 26th night and slept overnight there .
It's still Okay . Only a few people come for Form 3 and Committee.
Anyway , I'm in charge of marching .
Cadet ambulance team A ,  B and C .
Cadet perawatan(Nursing) team A , B , C and D .
Form 3 cooked the water for the camp .
And also doing some cleaning .
Members are so noisy at the night .
Never stop and do their things .
We go out all night . Almost , majority of us .
Slept late and everyone is mostly like a pig .
Some wake up early , impressed .
and that's all for me .