life's

What's life ? What's the meaning of life's ? What's the destiny of living ?
Life's but a sejourn
Life's means there's a sejourn for us to walk pass and walk through
There's friend around us , whom we meet .
There could be our friends , classmates , schoolmates , good friends , best friends and also neither our relatves .
Life's is born of a short live
We should appreciate what we have
Stay with the unity of life to stay as long as we could
Face through the obstacles in front of us
pass through it , while it was behind us . Say goodbye and smile to them
NOn reason to be sad of , So let's look far and link out the box of Life's

hard to cheer up

I'm finding a hole to jump to hell
I'm hardly t cheer up
Damn it ! Damn it ! Damn it !
I wish there would be someone who care me lots than ever
I've think too much , friends would only care me when i ask
Family would only care me when i say
If ever i never say and ask , who will care me ?
ARH ... so depersate

fireflies.

Hello hello,are you okay?
Don't worry,I'm here to help you.
LOL.
No lah,I come here to share sth only.

Do you like fireflies? :)
Well there's a song called "Fireflies" by Owl City.
I'm here to share you about the song meaning.
Coz I thought it's meaningful ^_^
got this from the web:

 This song is awesome!He's talking about going to sleep in such a busy place, here on earth. How there's so much to be seen here, but the real mystery in life is our dreams,  and how they're bursting at the seams to say that what we believe is real and what is real are one in the same. You just have to look around at the fireflies :) Lovely song. "

calm down

i'm cooling down now ...
phew ... cool cool
haiss ... i'm sad
i'm emo , no ppl like me anymore ...
T.T

ka boom

i'm going to ka boom of the biology assignment
arhg ! shit , damn shit .
i find and find why i'm so useless can't find the one i needed it so much
i dont have much time
tomorrow still ahve to go to headquater to teach them for competition marching
i can don't go cause of transportation problem
but i refuse to this reason
non-reason can judge me of doing any decision
but i'm still willing to go if i could
From 9.30-4 .
Oh my gosh , i only have a night to do everything up
i've wasted this morning , damn me
useless me , i'm starting to become me
warning dont come near me or i will go mad on you
i'm sorry about it
just i'm so useless , this is a truth
yet i'm a bastard !
why i couldn't settle down a single things better
Thomas , think happy go lucky
i'm thinking dude , stop pushing me
i dont wanna let my sis look me having this emotion sturggle
i want everyone beside me happy , althought i feel sad
but ... but ... but ...
No one will forgive me of breaking up with her !
Damn , everything goes wrong
but i never regret what i have done .
Folks , just say what you wanna say about me
you can called me a play boy i don't mind
cause i think i'm one of it .
Bastard ! Bastard ! Bastard thomas !
haisss...
now feeling better
gambateh until 4 i have to go do my cooking

i'm who i am

I'm the who i am
I'm thomas chong
I'm just the who i am
I'm will try my best to control my every emotion
Try to cope stress and bla bla bla .. =)

yeah !

yeah ! yeah ! yeah !
we are the champion
we are the world
let's work together and save the world
we are a bit family of all the global !
gambateh everyone ! thanks Ek.ching !

Be strong

I'll be strong
I wont be a coward
cover myself with a blanket
I'll put away everything
walk out a new life

I'm back

I'm back to single
I'm going to update my blog
when i have time to update
help me update too when
I've no time to update it =)

=]

尝试去接受事实，
我知道。。。
星期五过后就都结束了。
今天，
朋友都陪我high，
陪我笑。
昨晚，
我哭着入睡。
醒来时，
我就只能将头埋在被单里痛哭一场。
我不挽留什么。
也不奢望些什么。
只想你离开我后，
会更快乐、更自由、更幸福。
你不是属于我的，
我不会强求。
一开始本来就是错的了。
从此以后，
没有人再陪我倒数补习还剩下多少时间，
没有人在我难过时聆听我诉苦，
没有人在我哭时给我一个肩膀安慰我，
没有人会再我生病时关心我，
没有人会再牵起我的手，
告诉我他爱我。
没有人会再拥抱我，
没有人会再我身边陪着我。
我放不下，
可是我真的必须学会自己一个人独立。
很痛，
我试着去笑，
可是我真的笑不出了。
我祝福你，
真心希望你能比我幸福，
过得比我好。
我的生活没有了你，
我不知道该怎么继续往前走。
也不知道我需要多少时间才能放得下你。
我会走出你的生活，
不再打扰你。
如果你觉得还是朋友，
我不介意。
对不起。。。

hmm...

hey !
It's wednesday !
things came so fast , holiday almost end !
boring holiday , yeah , it going to past no longer
wish to go back to school
i prefer busy than boring
damn school
friends ,
i miss you guys so much
winnie the pooh , eyo and lots !
hahax

what's the point ?

what's the point
i never blame you , you can put the blame on me
i wont blame you and never think you're wrong
coz if i never accept you , this wont happen right now
i'm sick of everything now
i only tell me trusted beloved sis ...
as a promise , i will wait until friday afternoon
you tell me everything you wanna say
later if i still dont have the feeling back
than everything is ended ...
wish you xing fu
i'm a bastard

我的错

会演变成今天的地步，
都是我的错。。。
真的。。。
我想去学些东西，才会去marching course。。。
我知道我根本就不好。。。
什么都不会，
就只会拖累别人。
 我不想去看他们march，
也不想去march，
是因为我想静静的看着你，
也想休息。
每次打给你，
我只是单纯想和你说说心里话。
我想拿出个时间和你好好聊聊，
可是情况根本不容许我们这么做啊。。。
我知道你对我很失望，
甚至到了绝望的地步。
我不想掩饰些什么，
我很想很想与你分享心情，
可是。。。
我们真的没那个机会。。。
我想打给你，
可是有时你都不接。。。
我知道都是因为我，
你才会这样。。。
 对不起。。。
我真不会再这样了。。。
原谅我最后一次。。。
我的泪，真的止不住了。。。


[我不想让你看见我狼狈的样子。
我怕我看了你，我会失控的哭出来。
你知道我多想你吗？
你知道这些日子我多 想看见你吗？]

我错了

我错了吗？
我和她谈了些公事
我问了她们被他教的有什么感觉..
她说不错，只是有一点困难...
我和她说没关系... 这只是一开始...
可我转头看到了你走了...
我就停止和她谈天...
我去了食堂看他们form 3 比赛的操练怎么样...
他们都不错...
可我上来练Form 2 时，你却不去看，不去关心他们在食堂的操练和不跟form 2 们一起操练
是我的错，我不应该和她聊天... 可我不知道为什么... 你要这样.. 我开始不了解你了..
你说你累了..
可你知道我们也累了，可还是一起操练...
就是因为这样...他们才会被选去...sports day marching ... 而你没有
他们很active ... training camp , wakasa camp , backwood camp 都有去.. 去年...
我们讨论了... 才会选他们...
是因为我你才会去... marching course ... 不然我想你应该不会来...
我知道你没被选... 很失望可能怎么办？
你要知道...不要因为我...勉强自己去... marching course
我在你面前把面具卸了... 那你呢？ 你有把你的面具卸下... 让我了解你吗？
我知道你很累了 ... 我不在说了...
如果你再我忙时，打给我... 我一定不会接 ...
我也不想再听你说什么了..
一句话... 你确定我能爱你吗？
不能 ... 就分手 ...
我是痛着写...

辛苦

和我在一起...这么辛苦
何必在一起.. 不如分手算了...
我很累了.. 我从昨天起不再需要你为我做什么..
我不在管你...

失望

星期一（2010年三月十五日）
那天我对你说等下得masuk barisan 等下有berkumpul
可是为什么你都没做到
我真的对你很失望
过后，我都看了你一眼就走了
我对我自己说算了... 我不能做什么
我真的错了吗？
那天起，我知道如果我们分手了... 我不会在意 ...
我好累看到你疲倦的样子...
我一直看着你，可你却那副模样...
我对这份感情很失望...
不知要不要走下去...