ka boom

i'm going to ka boom of the biology assignment
arhg ! shit , damn shit .
i find and find why i'm so useless can't find the one i needed it so much
i dont have much time
tomorrow still ahve to go to headquater to teach them for competition marching
i can don't go cause of transportation problem
but i refuse to this reason
non-reason can judge me of doing any decision
but i'm still willing to go if i could
From 9.30-4 .
Oh my gosh , i only have a night to do everything up
i've wasted this morning , damn me
useless me , i'm starting to become me
warning dont come near me or i will go mad on you
i'm sorry about it
just i'm so useless , this is a truth
yet i'm a bastard !
why i couldn't settle down a single things better
Thomas , think happy go lucky
i'm thinking dude , stop pushing me
i dont wanna let my sis look me having this emotion sturggle
i want everyone beside me happy , althought i feel sad
but ... but ... but ...
No one will forgive me of breaking up with her !
Damn , everything goes wrong
but i never regret what i have done .
Folks , just say what you wanna say about me
you can called me a play boy i don't mind
cause i think i'm one of it .
Bastard ! Bastard ! Bastard thomas !
haisss...
now feeling better
gambateh until 4 i have to go do my cooking