December xD

Okay , I just come across here . To my lovely happy blog to post something before I get fined .
Let's talk about December because You are now in the month of December .
What can you think of when you are in December ?
Christmas eve and Christmas day , I guess . Who on earth don't like Christmas ?
Christmas day is a day where Jesus are born . Amen , I'm a Buddhist so I don't celebrate it but I love it .
It's a day where it bound up my memories of child hood .
It is also a day where I am happy . Recently , I'm searching for some Christmas song .
As you can see , My blog don't just post things of words . It also post some songs .
See ya , That's all from me .

All I want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey

ti: All I Want For Christmas Is You (Extra Festive)
ar: Mariah Carey
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al: Merry Christmas II You
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LRC by: Jack¡¤Rogesion
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i don't want a lot for christmas
there is just one thing i need
(and i) don't care about the presents
underneath the christmas tree
i don't need to hang my stocking
there upon the fireplace
santa claus won't make me happy
with a toy on christmas day
i just want you for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come true
all i want for christmas is you...
you baby

i won't ask for much this christmas
i won't even wish for snow
(and i) i'm just gonna keep on waiting
underneath the mistletoe
i won't make a list and send it
to the north pole for saint nick

i won't even stay awake to
hear those magic reindeer click
cause i just want you here tonight
holding on to me so tight
what more can i do
baby all i want for christmas is you
you...baby

all the lights are shining
so brightly everywhere
and the sound of children's
laughter fills the air
and everyone is singing
i hear those sleigh bells ringing
santa won't you bring me the one i really need
won't you please bring my baby to me

oh i don't want a lot for christmas
this is all i'm asking for
i just want to see my baby
standing right outside my door
oh, i just want him for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come true
baby all i want for christmas is
you...
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you...

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Matter

There is something that it isn't pretty to say and It is sad to say .
When you hate someone , you will feel they are annoying .
I was thinking of something . These holidays are like nothing to say about .
Very boring . Many may go to look for work .
It isn't a better time to go do some reading and boost up our academic skill .
So does learning some others knowledge . Sometimes  things won't get to be so happy and so lucky .
Life has still to be going on , no matter what we are facing right now .
Be kind to everyone and forget about the matter .

I know

Is it only when you decided to hate someone then you feel that person is so annoying .
And the only thing you can do is to avoid and don't reply him/her .
What is it so much to mind about ?
I can only learn to let go even if I'm feeling so pain I just wish there's someone who can talk to me .
I don't ask for it anymore . It's like asking too much for someone to sacrifice .
It's hard to ask someone to change , but why don't you change for someone a bit .
It's like so hard to survive . But you may someone live so difficult .

Seriously , I'm not kidding . I'm also not sure how long can I survive but I will be happy always.

It's me .

It's nothing but a special things to say . Everyone is growing up so does our mind is changing as time going on .
I was also thinking of searching some Christmas Song . I'm still thinking of what to be ?
Any one please give me some suggestion . You can always say in at the c-box there .
And you know it's not the right things to do and yet you are still doing .
I'm always caring about this camp , Training Camp . I'm too sick to attend but I will always ask someone out to know about what is happening there . I miss you too much , But I just don't know how to tell you .
So what do you things you can do . Is what you always been doing for so long .
Having a good communication isn't easy . Being a very socialize person also not so easy .
Need to be more happy and be more brave to be the first one to start a talk .

I don't know but I just want to find it out

Living on this earth , What I wish is to find a friend that I can say and talk to and share .
There's a quote sound like this "Sharing is caring and caring is showing a love"
I just don't get it what wrong did I do to you ? You know how much brave I need to gain to see you two girls .
Can just don't block me . I ask for nothing much . I just don't want to have any one hate me or I hate anyone .
I know blocking isn't as worse as an anti-page but I just want to get off this guilt .
What you two give me is a guilt of don't know what wrong have been done and have to be a very bad image to you two . Think that I'm annoying and don't talk to me . Past is past , It can't be change . If It's bad it's going to be a injuries in my always . I don't know why I want to mind it so much . I guess you two are too important to me that's why I always don't have the chance to put it down .
But I will be happy . I will . You two know very well who you guys are .
But I don't mind . I will be happy .

Christmas is just around the corner , I just wanna be happy with people around me .
I don't want to be their mouth saying I'm emo I'm sad . I also have the time I'm happy so I should be happy .

Oh Santa - Mariah Carey

Mariah Carey-Oh Santa!
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al: Merry Christmas II You
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Santa's gonna come and make him mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make him mine, mine (Oh Santa)
Santa's gonna come and make him mine this Christmas (Oh Santa)
Santa's gonna come and make him mine, mine

Santa
If you get this letter, won't you help me out
I know you're kinda busy with your elves right now
And I don't know how
You do the things you do while I sleep on Christmas eve

But it's amazing
And I bet that you could bring me back my baby
Because every time I see Christmas lights
I feel this burn inside. And I just can't take it

I saw them shopping last week
And his new girl was so bleak
And then I swore to myself
Santa's gonna come and make him mine this Christmas night

Oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas night

Oh Santa
I heard that it's really gonna snow this year
So I hope Rudolph and them other 8 reindeer
Get you safely here
So you can scoop him up
And swoop him right down my chimney

I've been really, really, really good this year
So put on that red suit and make him appear
Make this Christmas cheer
Just ain't the same without my baby
Come on oh Kris Kringle send me help

They say it's unrealistic
But I believe in you Saint Nick
So grant this wish for me right quick
Santa won't you come and make him mine this Christmas night

Oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas night

Oh Santa!...
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LRC by: Jack¡¤Rogesion
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Christmas!
(Santa's gonna come and make him mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make him mine, mine
Santa's gonna come and make him mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make him mine, mine)

Oh Santa Claus
If you get this letter, please don't make me wait
Cause all December I'll be counting down the days
So hop on your sleigh
I promise that I won't forget the milk and cookies

The trees all sparkly and gold
But inside I feel so cold
So soon as you leave the North Pole
Santa won't you come and make him mine this Christmas
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Mariah Carey-Oh Santa!
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Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, mine
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, mine
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, mine
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine...

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Last Christmas - Taylor Swift

Taylor Swift - Last Christmas

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I¡¯ll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eyes
Tell me baby, do you recognize me
Well it¡¯s been a year
It doesn¡¯t surprise me

Merry Christmas
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying I love you I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if u kiss me now
I know you'll fool me again

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I¡¯ll give it to someone special

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I¡¯ll give it to someone special

A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I¡¯m hidding from you and your soul vival
My god i thought you were Someone to rely on Me
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A gril under cover but you tore her apart
Maybe next year, Maybe next year,
I¡¯ll give it to someone special

Cause Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I¡¯ll give it to someone special

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I¡¯ll give it to someone special
And last Christmas

And this year
It won't be anything like, anything like
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I¡¯ll give it to someone special

illness

illness . I'm sick . Everyone knows that who got view my Facebook .
I suddenly think of a words which I think It's meaningful .
"You're one of the missing clue that I need to solve this puzzle and You're the missing pieces I need to let this puzzle to become a picture . " It's so romantic . I think It myself . Do you think so ?

won't be able to

I won't be able to go to training camp . I seems like 没有缘分 go
I won't go anyway . It would be better for you that I'm not going .

Not happy

This is really what I can say is hypo-critical-bullshit .
Going to hell like this . Only build a tower and the tower may fall but hope it won't happen .
We use two days to build that tower and Why I'm always the one doing things alone .
I need to carry those 100 Bako to another side and who really do help me ?
Dickson , Yi Jie and Chia Ping . Others ? Do the square lashing and yet do so slow .
Later Only me carry it all . =.= , Need a rest and why I can don't need to take a rest and just get those work finished . After that , I still go help them do the square lashing . I Never take a time to rest and I'm like playing my own risk to life . I may Fell down anytime . Nylon being distributed to members =.=
A lame job again . No one listen to what I give them . I told them to just get the campus and but that mai dai on the campus to wash . The Campus so dirty , can Shun Bian wash . They are form 3 going to form 4 next year and take our post over and yet this commensense solution don't even know . So that means I'm going to be a big headache . I'm the Assistant Quarter master yet I'm under the role of repairing ONLY . This is really shit , Why only 2 Quarter master . Wei Wei and Me . What the heck ! Yesterday I asked the group got Quarter master or not then they answered me no . Want me to wash all the equipment myself is it ? But Luckily they listen . It's really no brain I could say . Wakasa Camp Everyone step on the Campus so dirty .
Okay , Nevermind . They would just use the dirty campus to do their Main Camp .
Ask me to go down and up again . Want to sacrifice my life is it ? =.= .  Climb Up and Down .
I'm just wondering how come my lashing not stiff enough , maybe due to my hand too pain .
and I still need to solo so many things about the equipment . What the Duck . I have a bad feeling that they are going to suffer when they take over us . Member no discipline for the boys only some .
This morning I just go pray for harmony nia for the camp . =.=
I hate the most when I asked people something and they ignore me . Shit
Everything will be fine and My last year . I always use it's my last year to cope my feeling .