Not happy

This is really what I can say is hypo-critical-bullshit .
Going to hell like this . Only build a tower and the tower may fall but hope it won't happen .
We use two days to build that tower and Why I'm always the one doing things alone .
I need to carry those 100 Bako to another side and who really do help me ?
Dickson , Yi Jie and Chia Ping . Others ? Do the square lashing and yet do so slow .
Later Only me carry it all . =.= , Need a rest and why I can don't need to take a rest and just get those work finished . After that , I still go help them do the square lashing . I Never take a time to rest and I'm like playing my own risk to life . I may Fell down anytime . Nylon being distributed to members =.=
A lame job again . No one listen to what I give them . I told them to just get the campus and but that mai dai on the campus to wash . The Campus so dirty , can Shun Bian wash . They are form 3 going to form 4 next year and take our post over and yet this commensense solution don't even know . So that means I'm going to be a big headache . I'm the Assistant Quarter master yet I'm under the role of repairing ONLY . This is really shit , Why only 2 Quarter master . Wei Wei and Me . What the heck ! Yesterday I asked the group got Quarter master or not then they answered me no . Want me to wash all the equipment myself is it ? But Luckily they listen . It's really no brain I could say . Wakasa Camp Everyone step on the Campus so dirty .
Okay , Nevermind . They would just use the dirty campus to do their Main Camp .
Ask me to go down and up again . Want to sacrifice my life is it ? =.= .  Climb Up and Down .
I'm just wondering how come my lashing not stiff enough , maybe due to my hand too pain .
and I still need to solo so many things about the equipment . What the Duck . I have a bad feeling that they are going to suffer when they take over us . Member no discipline for the boys only some .
This morning I just go pray for harmony nia for the camp . =.=
I hate the most when I asked people something and they ignore me . Shit
Everything will be fine and My last year . I always use it's my last year to cope my feeling .