tired

i'm tired le
i'm tired or being fack to everyone
i just wanna be myself
i'm tired to be others but i dont have the choice
i only trust ashley , ching and yen weum
but i love rou hui .. hope we can last long forever

i'll still pretend nothing bad happen
no matter what reason wont change my heart to do things i do
i haven't found a place to shout out all my feeling and a one to say to
except ashley , but she's not longer there beside me as my bestiest

yea.. i do ever like her but only as my best friend
well , whatever
i've try everything to get back her as my bestiest friend
but whatever le
as long as she's still my bestiest forever and ever
no one can replace her i swear to god ..

my only thing i can do for yen wuem
is care her and take care her as a friend or sis
that day she tried on contact lens
see she so painfull
my heart goes pain , dont wanna her to try it anymore ...

i love my bestiest and sis =)