Sad

I'm sad sad sad sad sad .
I hate friendship , I'm sick of having friendship . Not even one is trust worth .
Am I your friend ? Do you take me as your friend ? Answer me this honestly ! No running away from this question .
It's already almost being a year . 2010 , we got to say goodbye , 2011 , we would have to say welcome or Hi .
But Am I your friend ? Why no one chat with me recently or find me hanging out except for Iain and Nat .
But I'm sorry to Nat I refused her Invitations for the badminton at Arena Last Thursday , I wasn't able to attend it . I'm so sorry , I was lazy and busy and frustrated with it . Lots of activities to go for and I'm tired .
I need a rest , But The rest I hope to is hanging out with friend but not just Studying , looking through the Computer always . I will get crazy and insane , you will be seeing me soon at the 7mile Hospital and never see me our from there anymore . What is life has to be like ? Is it that , I'm a tool . When need me , I'm a useful tool . When don't need me , I'm a fool ! Tool And Fool are totally different things ! There isn't a word Called FRIENDS in my hard . I know It's hard to achieve a good friendship !
I'm trying to accompany you guys , Chatting with you guys without any complain . But it seems that you guys think that I'm a troublesome ! Always pushing me away ! I'm getting sick of it .
For my biology Group work ! That's no GROUP Work at all ! It's like Individual work . I'm like spoon feeding you guys ! I do everything for you guys and waiting for you guys to analysis the things and resend back to me so I can do the Powerpoint ! But It seems I'm trying not to do things Of a way "One Man Show"
But you guys are pushing me to the cliff of being a one man show ! Later , presentation only me can present . You guys will just being stubborn don't know what the power point was taking about ! Ain't learning ! What the Frog !!!! F represent Frog here . =.=
In conclusion , I'm sick of having holiday ! My holiday has nothing to do but project ! We , Human can always accompany the computer . We will get ourselves stress ! Stress is No.1 Killer . If I'm not wrong , Even If I died , you guys won't have any feeling huh ? Fine , I'm just like a fool . I take you guys as a very Adorable and A friend who cannot be distilled ! But You guys take me as a filter paper to filter Me ! What the FFFFFFRRRROOOGGGGG !