writing for my own .

I'm writing this blog for my own . Not for others just for my own .
It's so selfish but I just can't change . I'm the who I am . It's hard to forgive me for being so selfish but I've no choice . I don't wanna let my mind control me , I want to control my mind to tell myself What I should do .
Recently , I've re-download some songs and downloaded some new songs . All together , there's 103 of it .
Some song's it's nice and warm . Some hot songs are listen to when you're not in a good mood . It's so hot it hot you up to show your anger and sing it out loud just to express out all your feeling of how you feel but not scolding people . Singing is one of a mask where you cover your feeling not to let anyone know how you feel . Even if It's rap , Singing can relieve stress . It's one of the way we can live our lives . After singing out , you will feel better as you feel . Something that only songs can express out your feeling and no one knows . Singing need feeling , so they only know when you sing , you got a lot of feeling . But don't know that you're singing because you're depressed , because you're mad , because you're happy . No one knows .