It's just the beginning

It's just the beginning of every starting point when something has reach it compensation point .
I'm risking my life to be save of doing what the things I had never do before . It wasn't that serious of risking my life . For example , I talk to a girl I like . It's pretty hard for me to imagine that I like a girl like her . I can't believe I will miss her until so depressed . I can't believe that I don't feel happy when she's with a gang of her friends , majority boys . My heart was like stabbed by a sharpen object that causes my blood to bleed without blood go to clot it. Honestly , I love her . I never think of I would be in a relationship with her . That was so shock .

There's a few song I think you guys should go listen to it . Sweet serendipity by Lee Deywze . It's nice .
It's good . It's happy . It's a melody that calm me . I hope I can walk with her not forever but as long as we can walk together . Love doesn't last long . So love as long as you can for your loves one . They are precious , They are a jewel to you .

I don't want to be Eminem Fan . I may listen to his song but I don't like the way he present his song . It's so emotional and all about him only . Gary also tell me this . So I am doubt of what he is saying and I behave like a sceptic that I don't believe what he's saying .

Oh yeah , Coming home by Diddy Dirty Money . Nice song too . Recently , this few months . I'm more to English . Everything I do I write is about English . Words in English . Amazing , Awesome . Awesome life . Be happy and wish this happiness spread to who I love and care . I wish they happy too . I want to share happy with them too .