I wish that

Sometimes I wish that I don't think that she's hiding something from me .
I just want to tell myself I think too much .
Feeling are hard to control , right ?
Most of us happen to be facing this problem . But what I can share with you all is that .
You let yourself to think like that . For example , You love a person because you tell yourself You love the person but when you tell yourself I don't love that person , you wouldn't love that person anymore .
That is just a way to test yourself whether do you really love this person that you are loving .
If it is hard to control , that means maybe you're truly in love with her .
Obviously , I am saying that I'm really in love with her . Who would say themselves don't in love with another , right ? Sorry for that readers . Sometimes I wanna be touching . I hope my words could exactly say out what you aren't brave to say . Our thoughts are very shallow most of the time and stubborn . In some situation , we are hardly to believe what people says only when we see it by our own eyes . We are sceptic .

When I ask her some question through mobile text . I found that she wouldn't answer all I ask . Well , I close an eye and open an eye to ignore that . Which means I PRETEND I didn't ask her some question before . I know boys aren't supposed to be so sensitive . I had to PRETEND . I don't like people to pretend in front of me or even not in front of me . Yet , I PRETEND in front of her . I feel so guilty . I don't know why is this feeling keep on disturbing me . I NEVER EVER lie to her . As long as she ask me about the thing , I try my best to tell her . It doesn't mean I didn't lie to her . For example , when I with a HER , I would tell her I'm with my friend and not saying I'm with HER . My sentences may sound very confused to you readers . I try my best to make my sentences as simple as possible so you guys understood what I am writing and trying to convey and present to you all . I felt so guilty when I replied her that . I feel like I'm the one who betrayed her . So I didn't chat with girls so often and only chat with a few good friends including boy .

I have no idea what am I doing when I on my computer , plug the line cable into my streamyx box and open Mozilla Firefox  , going to the Facebook website , and no one chat with me . It isn't that completely it is always like this but most of the time . So that is another reason that I don't like to online . I'm so lucky I learn guitar and magic to occupied my time and I don't need to open the computer sitting in front of it and being radiated . Life is just like a wave . There is crest and there is through . Use physic to represent what life is .

I am trying my best to be as positive as I can and also trying to maintain it . We don't need good IQ but we need very good EQ . I do not know what does the Q means exactly , honestly . EQ is a basic and IQ is fundamental . When both combined , it reflect us to elaborate how we control our mood and how we use our mood to build our brain wave . When I have the inspiration to post something , you would see that the post that I am posting is very long and a lot of emotional inside .

My phone message ringtone and caller ringtone I change to home and party in the USA respectively . Home , this song , gives me a warm . This song is sing by Chris Daughtry . Party in the USA gives me to be happy so that when I am answering someones call I'm in a happy mood to answer it . This song sing by Miley Cyrus . I think it is more enough to let you all learn something from this post . Good luck everyone .