16th of March

What is so surprised about this date ? Can you guess or would you like to guess ? I think if I'm not mistaken there is two things that are important in my life .

First thing it's my girl friend , Felicia Tiong , her parents 21st anniverssary . Another is I've played guitar for 4 months . It sound that the first things is more correct to say it out and the second things is nothing much to say . People , you would think that Thomas or this writer or this young student what is it so proud to tell readers or us that you've played guitar for 4 months ? I don't think it is memorable but you think it is ?

For my answer is It is . I learnt guitar not just because I have interest but I played guitar is also because I'm influenced by her . She played guitar from the sense of the previous sentences . So what ? I play guitar because of her ? Yes , The main reason is it . So you would think what if you two break would I still play guitar . My answer would be of course I will still play guitar . I don't want to give up something so easily and I believe there's still love between she and I . It's not that guitar or her . It's that I want to play some instrument which don't give harm to me and I found that guitar is quite a nice instrument to express our feeling when we are speechless in some situation .I seems to get difficultly to explain . Okay , I make it simple , I want to play and I want to be loyal to a girl . Sound like I never love a girl until like that . I do love a girl until like that but I never love a girl until I sacrifice for her . Before my love is just on words but now my love is all about action to cover the words . I try to use most action then just my mouth saying I love her forever . I would now rather choose to do and let her know that I will love her forever . I think it is better , lovable and more real , It also seems to be more true and not puppy love . Like what people always said to us puppy love is only for playing , It won't last long . I feel sick of it anyway . I just hope to shut my eyes but how to do ? I can't just close my ears with both my hand forever . If I were to do that how am I going to do my homework and eat ? I also try to be thick-skinned . Trying to ignore what people say or do badly to me . It doesn't happen right now so often and it doesn't appear to be .

Lastly , I think that loving someone is not a game . It's about marriage . I love her , Felicia .