Sick

I'm sick . I've having 3 illness . They are fever , cough and flu .
I eat 4 medicine , fever , cough , flu and antibiotics .
I eat finish it by Wakasa Camp . So I will be well before the camp comes .
I didn't receive any message from Wakasa . Am I still a team with them ?
Do they know how it hurt to put me alone ?
Do they know they didn't message me make me feel so uncomfortable ?
I tried my best to accept this fact but I'm so tired and sad .
I've no one to talk to , no one to share to for the whole day .
Even my sis is leaving me , She doesn't want to talk to me .
why am I making my life so miserable . I'm really so sick , so sick .
I just hope for a message of caring ...