Tired

I'm tired to act upon everyone I'm not happy . I'm happy .
Even how much I said no one listen , no one hear .
I'm so sensitive ? I've been keeping this fragile feeling for so long , but who knows ?
You never try to tell anyone ? WTF . I ever tell but no one listen . I kept silent for so many years already .
I will never find a true person anymore . I don't wanna be hurted by friends .
I hope I never be in love , but it's too late . So my solutions is don't be in a relationship with anyone and just treat everyone cold . Don't reply msg , Don't chat . Just read my books , do alone . Handle things with care . sad also won't tell anyone , happy also won't tell anyone . Sad still have to act nothing . That's what I am going to do .