It's a very long holiday . A month and a half .
I am just sitting on the stool , have my eye dim open , hand on the keyboard , air-conditional is swanging . It's an late afternoon after Christmas . 26th of December . It also also just a month after is my birthday .
I was singing this song when you are gone . Eminem . I also going to be another Eminem . I'm taking drug .
It says Use to it drug . Actually , everyone take use to it drug too . It don't hurt us , It don't get us addicted to it . It only get us to use to it . Doing the same things everyday . Hard for us to forget . If I use to in my study I guess I will score a higher grade of level . But Just because I don't do study everyday so I'm not use to it .
To do the bad's is easy but To Do the good is hard . Why is it so ? Because Use to it contain a bit of dip of drug that called lazy and find easy work to do . When we found that smoke is easy . Because You just get a ciggarate and put in on the lighter . Light it up and put it in your mouth and just take a deep breath in and breath out .
There is a thing that we called reflection . Everyone reflect another . As this go by , It would become everyone will smoke but why others don't ? Are they mature ? Or what ? Maybe the answer is yes and maybe the answer is a no . They don't smoke because they don't like it . That is a good thing . Or Because My dad is smoking , So I tell myself I don't smoke . Some kid would say that . It is also a good attitude . But Of course I don't smoke . Either my family no one smoke but became a passive smoke .
'Things are easy to say but hard to do' Everyone say this . When someone is bluffing . But I add one more of my own self thinking . 'Thing are easy to say but hard to do , but when things are easy to do and things are hard to say .' Am I right ? Or maybe I'm wrong .
Every Object , Matter we invent , manufactured . They are good and bad . When the bad increase the good will decrease , when The good Increase the bad will decrease .
So are we , Human . Living matter . Have own ability , Good and bad . My good You guys have to see it yourself . My bad I say it myself . Why ? why I say and do so ? Because Bad things are easy to say and easy to do . Good things are hard to say and hard to do . And Good things in live are hard to find .
And if You want to score to have a better life . Your Generation will have a harsh life . If you work hard in the harsh life , you bring a better life for the future Generation .
There is a lot of keys that are hard to Achieve in this world . Such as 'Peace', 'Corruption to be vanish' , 'Work Together' , 'Stop killing each others' , 'be kind to others' , 'don't look down on others' , 'treat everyone as your family' . And lots and lots of it . No one would go think about it so much but I do . The 1% out of the 100% . I keep this blog for public to let everyone knows what they don't know about their life .
'Life is short , so appreciate what you had . Because What you had may be what others don't have but you don't know because no one say .' It keep me times to think about to write a fascinating and interesting blog post . But I won't give up on this . Because blog give me no harm .
I must learn to accept and forgive and forget and be kind to others .
The above is also a very hard keys to achieve . Everyone , I belief . Everyone of you have a very hard word in your heart to say . But touch your heart and tell yourself . What is it ? I can do it why you can't ?
Everyone also take this and put in their mouth . When you say about others to motivate others why don't I motivate myself and bring to motivate you all ? I am still in progress with that .
Is this long enough ? I don't think so . So that's all from me . Catch up with me next time .
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Love
I am Thomas . Once again , I do my introduction again .
I am not a confidence person and I'm not a person who have the ability to stand for what I need forever which means I am a person who is easily being beaten up and give up easily .
I am not a perfect person and I found a reason for me and the reason is you .
Do the above sentence sounds Familiar . I took it from the song - The reason , Roobstank .
I am 16 years old . I'm just an ordinary boy who don't have the strength to walk right up on dancing .
My date of birth is on the 26th of January . Which next year I will be sitting for my SPM .
I'm born in Kuching , Sarawak . I hate Malaysia because I see it's back from politics .
Politicians are too selfish and racist . But I love Malaysia because I see it's good . Malaysia is way to out from Natural Phenomena where a lot of religion using their spirit to curse people who they one . It is true when only you yourself be in Malaysia then who will know what they are doing for all the long .
Selfishness must be the most dangerous Grenade ever . It will bomb every second we don't know .
I'm not saying that Malaysia is not good . Malaysia is too good and too not good .
Overseas isn't like what I also think is too good . There are also too good and too bad .
Maybe some will notice why my blog is always so emotional and most people don't like to view .
It's meaningless . I know . I do .
My Ambition is to be an accountant . But Until I think that I want to be a psychologist .
No one from my friend ever support me . They never try to find me out and I try my best . But I seems to find the wrong time where every is busy that time .
Can anyone give me any comment at the C-box there and always come and be my followers . View my blog .
I am a flowering-guy . I admit . I ever had 6 Girlfriend not once in a time . I'm not that crazy yet . Not even once is successful . Not their Problem , Is my Problem . All is my fault . If I never start , there will be no end .
So as I say I am a very not confidence person and easily to give up person .
That is a problem , My attitude isn't good . But everything I do there is a reason why I do that .
I don't do things without any reason . I'm a person who born to not to be in love . Because I'm not a good Boyfriend . I do care people but not much enough .
Love to me is restless and emotional . Life has down and up . Like a mountain . When we reach the top of the mountain where should we go ? When there isn't a way we can go down . We can only jump from the top and everyone of us is hurt . But from hurt we learn to appreciate everyone . Love everyone .
And that is who I am . Thankyou all for coming to view my blog and Hope to receive any Comment from you all .
I am not a confidence person and I'm not a person who have the ability to stand for what I need forever which means I am a person who is easily being beaten up and give up easily .
I am not a perfect person and I found a reason for me and the reason is you .
Do the above sentence sounds Familiar . I took it from the song - The reason , Roobstank .
I am 16 years old . I'm just an ordinary boy who don't have the strength to walk right up on dancing .
My date of birth is on the 26th of January . Which next year I will be sitting for my SPM .
I'm born in Kuching , Sarawak . I hate Malaysia because I see it's back from politics .
Politicians are too selfish and racist . But I love Malaysia because I see it's good . Malaysia is way to out from Natural Phenomena where a lot of religion using their spirit to curse people who they one . It is true when only you yourself be in Malaysia then who will know what they are doing for all the long .
Selfishness must be the most dangerous Grenade ever . It will bomb every second we don't know .
I'm not saying that Malaysia is not good . Malaysia is too good and too not good .
Overseas isn't like what I also think is too good . There are also too good and too bad .
Maybe some will notice why my blog is always so emotional and most people don't like to view .
It's meaningless . I know . I do .
My Ambition is to be an accountant . But Until I think that I want to be a psychologist .
No one from my friend ever support me . They never try to find me out and I try my best . But I seems to find the wrong time where every is busy that time .
Can anyone give me any comment at the C-box there and always come and be my followers . View my blog .
I am a flowering-guy . I admit . I ever had 6 Girlfriend not once in a time . I'm not that crazy yet . Not even once is successful . Not their Problem , Is my Problem . All is my fault . If I never start , there will be no end .
So as I say I am a very not confidence person and easily to give up person .
That is a problem , My attitude isn't good . But everything I do there is a reason why I do that .
I don't do things without any reason . I'm a person who born to not to be in love . Because I'm not a good Boyfriend . I do care people but not much enough .
Love to me is restless and emotional . Life has down and up . Like a mountain . When we reach the top of the mountain where should we go ? When there isn't a way we can go down . We can only jump from the top and everyone of us is hurt . But from hurt we learn to appreciate everyone . Love everyone .
And that is who I am . Thankyou all for coming to view my blog and Hope to receive any Comment from you all .
Friday, December 24, 2010
Christmas Time
It's Christmas . 25th of December . Just about an week . It's Chinese new year and lately School is re-open .
As if Hospitality doesn't have free day . But It's okay . Use to it is soon a problem .
I don't know how to say much about Christmas because I don't celebrate it . Sad huh ? But I love the day .
It's a day where I can forget what I'm thinking coming here . Ready for the feeling and post it out .
It is such of fun . So doing nothing much just re-view on what I am studying for next year .
2011 1st of January . Happy New year . And not Chinese new year . Lastly , Wish everyone happy Christmas and new year .
As if Hospitality doesn't have free day . But It's okay . Use to it is soon a problem .
I don't know how to say much about Christmas because I don't celebrate it . Sad huh ? But I love the day .
It's a day where I can forget what I'm thinking coming here . Ready for the feeling and post it out .
It is such of fun . So doing nothing much just re-view on what I am studying for next year .
2011 1st of January . Happy New year . And not Chinese new year . Lastly , Wish everyone happy Christmas and new year .
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Hohoho .. It's Christmas
Hohoho .. It's Christmas everybody . It's soon Christmas . Let's do some countdown .
4 more days to go . Anyone who like Christmas ? Everyone like ^^
I'm in a Christmas mood . Anyone who want to go hang out and count down for it ?
I never do something like that before . I hope nothing else is happening and I will be happy .
I love Christmas so do all of you ^^ . Lastly , Wish you all a happy Christmas !!!! ^^
4 more days to go . Anyone who like Christmas ? Everyone like ^^
I'm in a Christmas mood . Anyone who want to go hang out and count down for it ?
I never do something like that before . I hope nothing else is happening and I will be happy .
I love Christmas so do all of you ^^ . Lastly , Wish you all a happy Christmas !!!! ^^
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Hate
I hate no one . No one is an enemy to me . I only hate their action .
That is how I survive to you . I don't have you , You have a clear and nice soul but I hate your action that is annoying . I don't want to give you a damn .
That is how I survive to you . I don't have you , You have a clear and nice soul but I hate your action that is annoying . I don't want to give you a damn .
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Days
Days . What do you think of what I think after you see this word - Days .
Just a word . In Essay , we call it a One World Essay and I like to write these kind of story.
Okay , Let starts . Hello everyone . Greetings a very good morning to every readers or any pass by standers . My name is Thomas . I'm 16 years old . There are always a very much bad comment about me and people who dislike me blocked me . As you can see , I always say about the past . People say I am emotional but I want to ask you all . Can you be emotional like I do ? Can't right , for most of you . So that's a great part of me . Emotional give me a great feeling of sense to write this blog and my blog is always on the date the update and also my "Diary" . My diary is special , not like what you would hear Tino Coury singing Diary . It lyris start like this I read your diary , and you say that you wouldn't be with me and you say it . I wish that I didn't see that you felt in love with him , him , him !!! . And Lol , Simplified by Laugh Out Loud . I may get the lyris wrongs but you can do the correct me if you are one of his loyal fans . My diary is always writing about what I do today , I make a difference about Diary and Blog . Blog I write out what I feel and Is always writing for me , myself but Diary is daily work . So I write about what I do daily . Okay , You may ask . Is your title wrong , Mr.Thomas ? You said you are going to write one words Essay - Days but I didn't see any post of yours now writing about days . Well , I don't need to write about Days . It doesn't mean a title of a blog have to be about what we write just like We learn from all these things to link out the box . The Tallest Building doesn't mean it has to be the Tallest building in the world Such as 101 at Taiwan , The tallest Building can be the most important building that give information , right ? This post is to tell you guys to link out some of the box that trapped you guys for so long . As I'm Just 16 about to 17 . Since when I'm small , Life and lives are building inside my 'memory card' . As you all know my memory card with brackets means Brain .
I always study about life for these a Year . I live for 16 years but I started to learn and gain a better value .
Since , not most of you will be reading about my blog . Hope My blog can give you guys a relief .
Days are defined as a single second and thought we do everyDAY .
We see things everyday , sometimes we would think about a thing for days . Or maybe sometimes We a day to learn something that we wanted . So what is day to you ? To me , Day is infinitive . Don't waste any second for doing what you want to . And we really need to be calm when we do things and take to think what are the things that are major in our life and what in minor in our life .
To be thoughtful and to be restful . A lot of people may say or think my English isn't good . I admit . It is like Chinese Translate and a bad English so . After working for so long , just coming home and take a rest . It's useful and Be happy for what it is happening . Whether it is Sad or Happy things . That are bad news and good news always .
In conclusion , Be HAPPY . =)
Just a word . In Essay , we call it a One World Essay and I like to write these kind of story.
Okay , Let starts . Hello everyone . Greetings a very good morning to every readers or any pass by standers . My name is Thomas . I'm 16 years old . There are always a very much bad comment about me and people who dislike me blocked me . As you can see , I always say about the past . People say I am emotional but I want to ask you all . Can you be emotional like I do ? Can't right , for most of you . So that's a great part of me . Emotional give me a great feeling of sense to write this blog and my blog is always on the date the update and also my "Diary" . My diary is special , not like what you would hear Tino Coury singing Diary . It lyris start like this I read your diary , and you say that you wouldn't be with me and you say it . I wish that I didn't see that you felt in love with him , him , him !!! . And Lol , Simplified by Laugh Out Loud . I may get the lyris wrongs but you can do the correct me if you are one of his loyal fans . My diary is always writing about what I do today , I make a difference about Diary and Blog . Blog I write out what I feel and Is always writing for me , myself but Diary is daily work . So I write about what I do daily . Okay , You may ask . Is your title wrong , Mr.Thomas ? You said you are going to write one words Essay - Days but I didn't see any post of yours now writing about days . Well , I don't need to write about Days . It doesn't mean a title of a blog have to be about what we write just like We learn from all these things to link out the box . The Tallest Building doesn't mean it has to be the Tallest building in the world Such as 101 at Taiwan , The tallest Building can be the most important building that give information , right ? This post is to tell you guys to link out some of the box that trapped you guys for so long . As I'm Just 16 about to 17 . Since when I'm small , Life and lives are building inside my 'memory card' . As you all know my memory card with brackets means Brain .
I always study about life for these a Year . I live for 16 years but I started to learn and gain a better value .
Since , not most of you will be reading about my blog . Hope My blog can give you guys a relief .
Days are defined as a single second and thought we do everyDAY .
We see things everyday , sometimes we would think about a thing for days . Or maybe sometimes We a day to learn something that we wanted . So what is day to you ? To me , Day is infinitive . Don't waste any second for doing what you want to . And we really need to be calm when we do things and take to think what are the things that are major in our life and what in minor in our life .
To be thoughtful and to be restful . A lot of people may say or think my English isn't good . I admit . It is like Chinese Translate and a bad English so . After working for so long , just coming home and take a rest . It's useful and Be happy for what it is happening . Whether it is Sad or Happy things . That are bad news and good news always .
In conclusion , Be HAPPY . =)
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Recently 2
Okay , everyone . This is recently 2 . Recently 1 is the post . Now a bit of new update .
Recently , I just got a new hair cut and buy some daily usage and do a lot of reading .
Camping is already over and now I got another last Dinner to attend , My form 4 year would just end like this .
I was always awake a few nights . Can't sleep , Insomnia attack . But I didn't go and see a doctor .
I have no Idea when will I go listen to the 'Law' and test it so after my birthday I can test car already .
Next year is also a year with a lots of things to do also .
Having December's Tuition . So I have no idea yet what to do Just tuition only .
And I go do some exercise and doing nothing else .
Just downloaded Pps Stream to Watch KungFu Fighter .
Recently , I just got a new hair cut and buy some daily usage and do a lot of reading .
Camping is already over and now I got another last Dinner to attend , My form 4 year would just end like this .
I was always awake a few nights . Can't sleep , Insomnia attack . But I didn't go and see a doctor .
I have no Idea when will I go listen to the 'Law' and test it so after my birthday I can test car already .
Next year is also a year with a lots of things to do also .
Having December's Tuition . So I have no idea yet what to do Just tuition only .
And I go do some exercise and doing nothing else .
Just downloaded Pps Stream to Watch KungFu Fighter .
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Badminton , 13th of December 2010
Today , I went for badminton with my couple of friends .at Arena .
We booked the court 8 and 9 . They are Angel , Ann , Kevin , Natalie , Natalie's Brother , Joyce and me .
Quite fun for that . I have been so long I never play badminton .
I'm in a fear of that things in my body . Every night I doesn't sleep well . Until a certain time I will wake up and be so energetic that causes me not to sleep . I would also dream about something so horrible that I never think about . I don't know how long I have to suffer like this but Hope It wasn't long and that's the reason why but I don't want to say anything to anyone .
It's my life , I'm the one who conquer to be to have my own style . It's really ridiculous . I know but What I can say is God Bless me .
We booked the court 8 and 9 . They are Angel , Ann , Kevin , Natalie , Natalie's Brother , Joyce and me .
Quite fun for that . I have been so long I never play badminton .
I'm in a fear of that things in my body . Every night I doesn't sleep well . Until a certain time I will wake up and be so energetic that causes me not to sleep . I would also dream about something so horrible that I never think about . I don't know how long I have to suffer like this but Hope It wasn't long and that's the reason why but I don't want to say anything to anyone .
It's my life , I'm the one who conquer to be to have my own style . It's really ridiculous . I know but What I can say is God Bless me .
Saturday, December 11, 2010
December xD
Okay , I just come across here . To my lovely happy blog to post something before I get fined .
Let's talk about December because You are now in the month of December .
What can you think of when you are in December ?
Christmas eve and Christmas day , I guess . Who on earth don't like Christmas ?
Christmas day is a day where Jesus are born . Amen , I'm a Buddhist so I don't celebrate it but I love it .
It's a day where it bound up my memories of child hood .
It is also a day where I am happy . Recently , I'm searching for some Christmas song .
As you can see , My blog don't just post things of words . It also post some songs .
See ya , That's all from me .
Let's talk about December because You are now in the month of December .
What can you think of when you are in December ?
Christmas eve and Christmas day , I guess . Who on earth don't like Christmas ?
Christmas day is a day where Jesus are born . Amen , I'm a Buddhist so I don't celebrate it but I love it .
It's a day where it bound up my memories of child hood .
It is also a day where I am happy . Recently , I'm searching for some Christmas song .
As you can see , My blog don't just post things of words . It also post some songs .
See ya , That's all from me .
All I want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey
ti: All I Want For Christmas Is You (Extra Festive)
ar: Mariah Carey
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al: Merry Christmas II You
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LRC by: Jack¡¤Rogesion
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i don't want a lot for christmas
there is just one thing i need
(and i) don't care about the presents
underneath the christmas tree
i don't need to hang my stocking
there upon the fireplace
santa claus won't make me happy
with a toy on christmas day
i just want you for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come true
all i want for christmas is you...
you baby
i won't ask for much this christmas
i won't even wish for snow
(and i) i'm just gonna keep on waiting
underneath the mistletoe
i won't make a list and send it
to the north pole for saint nick
i won't even stay awake to
hear those magic reindeer click
cause i just want you here tonight
holding on to me so tight
what more can i do
baby all i want for christmas is you
you...baby
all the lights are shining
so brightly everywhere
and the sound of children's
laughter fills the air
and everyone is singing
i hear those sleigh bells ringing
santa won't you bring me the one i really need
won't you please bring my baby to me
oh i don't want a lot for christmas
this is all i'm asking for
i just want to see my baby
standing right outside my door
oh, i just want him for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come true
baby all i want for christmas is
you...
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you...
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ar: Mariah Carey
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al: Merry Christmas II You
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LRC by: Jack¡¤Rogesion
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i don't want a lot for christmas
there is just one thing i need
(and i) don't care about the presents
underneath the christmas tree
i don't need to hang my stocking
there upon the fireplace
santa claus won't make me happy
with a toy on christmas day
i just want you for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come true
all i want for christmas is you...
you baby
i won't ask for much this christmas
i won't even wish for snow
(and i) i'm just gonna keep on waiting
underneath the mistletoe
i won't make a list and send it
to the north pole for saint nick
i won't even stay awake to
hear those magic reindeer click
cause i just want you here tonight
holding on to me so tight
what more can i do
baby all i want for christmas is you
you...baby
all the lights are shining
so brightly everywhere
and the sound of children's
laughter fills the air
and everyone is singing
i hear those sleigh bells ringing
santa won't you bring me the one i really need
won't you please bring my baby to me
oh i don't want a lot for christmas
this is all i'm asking for
i just want to see my baby
standing right outside my door
oh, i just want him for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come true
baby all i want for christmas is
you...
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you
baby, all i want for christmas is you...
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Friday, December 10, 2010
Matter
There is something that it isn't pretty to say and It is sad to say .
When you hate someone , you will feel they are annoying .
I was thinking of something . These holidays are like nothing to say about .
Very boring . Many may go to look for work .
It isn't a better time to go do some reading and boost up our academic skill .
So does learning some others knowledge . Sometimes things won't get to be so happy and so lucky .
Life has still to be going on , no matter what we are facing right now .
Be kind to everyone and forget about the matter .
When you hate someone , you will feel they are annoying .
I was thinking of something . These holidays are like nothing to say about .
Very boring . Many may go to look for work .
It isn't a better time to go do some reading and boost up our academic skill .
So does learning some others knowledge . Sometimes things won't get to be so happy and so lucky .
Life has still to be going on , no matter what we are facing right now .
Be kind to everyone and forget about the matter .
Thursday, December 9, 2010
I know
Is it only when you decided to hate someone then you feel that person is so annoying .
And the only thing you can do is to avoid and don't reply him/her .
What is it so much to mind about ?
I can only learn to let go even if I'm feeling so pain I just wish there's someone who can talk to me .
I don't ask for it anymore . It's like asking too much for someone to sacrifice .
It's hard to ask someone to change , but why don't you change for someone a bit .
It's like so hard to survive . But you may someone live so difficult .
Seriously , I'm not kidding . I'm also not sure how long can I survive but I will be happy always.
And the only thing you can do is to avoid and don't reply him/her .
What is it so much to mind about ?
I can only learn to let go even if I'm feeling so pain I just wish there's someone who can talk to me .
I don't ask for it anymore . It's like asking too much for someone to sacrifice .
It's hard to ask someone to change , but why don't you change for someone a bit .
It's like so hard to survive . But you may someone live so difficult .
Seriously , I'm not kidding . I'm also not sure how long can I survive but I will be happy always.
It's me .
It's nothing but a special things to say . Everyone is growing up so does our mind is changing as time going on .
I was also thinking of searching some Christmas Song . I'm still thinking of what to be ?
Any one please give me some suggestion . You can always say in at the c-box there .
And you know it's not the right things to do and yet you are still doing .
I'm always caring about this camp , Training Camp . I'm too sick to attend but I will always ask someone out to know about what is happening there . I miss you too much , But I just don't know how to tell you .
So what do you things you can do . Is what you always been doing for so long .
Having a good communication isn't easy . Being a very socialize person also not so easy .
Need to be more happy and be more brave to be the first one to start a talk .
I was also thinking of searching some Christmas Song . I'm still thinking of what to be ?
Any one please give me some suggestion . You can always say in at the c-box there .
And you know it's not the right things to do and yet you are still doing .
I'm always caring about this camp , Training Camp . I'm too sick to attend but I will always ask someone out to know about what is happening there . I miss you too much , But I just don't know how to tell you .
So what do you things you can do . Is what you always been doing for so long .
Having a good communication isn't easy . Being a very socialize person also not so easy .
Need to be more happy and be more brave to be the first one to start a talk .
I don't know but I just want to find it out
Living on this earth , What I wish is to find a friend that I can say and talk to and share .
There's a quote sound like this "Sharing is caring and caring is showing a love"
I just don't get it what wrong did I do to you ? You know how much brave I need to gain to see you two girls .
Can just don't block me . I ask for nothing much . I just don't want to have any one hate me or I hate anyone .
I know blocking isn't as worse as an anti-page but I just want to get off this guilt .
What you two give me is a guilt of don't know what wrong have been done and have to be a very bad image to you two . Think that I'm annoying and don't talk to me . Past is past , It can't be change . If It's bad it's going to be a injuries in my always . I don't know why I want to mind it so much . I guess you two are too important to me that's why I always don't have the chance to put it down .
But I will be happy . I will . You two know very well who you guys are .
But I don't mind . I will be happy .
Christmas is just around the corner , I just wanna be happy with people around me .
I don't want to be their mouth saying I'm emo I'm sad . I also have the time I'm happy so I should be happy .
There's a quote sound like this "Sharing is caring and caring is showing a love"
I just don't get it what wrong did I do to you ? You know how much brave I need to gain to see you two girls .
Can just don't block me . I ask for nothing much . I just don't want to have any one hate me or I hate anyone .
I know blocking isn't as worse as an anti-page but I just want to get off this guilt .
What you two give me is a guilt of don't know what wrong have been done and have to be a very bad image to you two . Think that I'm annoying and don't talk to me . Past is past , It can't be change . If It's bad it's going to be a injuries in my always . I don't know why I want to mind it so much . I guess you two are too important to me that's why I always don't have the chance to put it down .
But I will be happy . I will . You two know very well who you guys are .
But I don't mind . I will be happy .
Christmas is just around the corner , I just wanna be happy with people around me .
I don't want to be their mouth saying I'm emo I'm sad . I also have the time I'm happy so I should be happy .
Oh Santa - Mariah Carey
Mariah Carey-Oh Santa!
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al: Merry Christmas II You
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Santa's gonna come and make him mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make him mine, mine (Oh Santa)
Santa's gonna come and make him mine this Christmas (Oh Santa)
Santa's gonna come and make him mine, mine
Santa
If you get this letter, won't you help me out
I know you're kinda busy with your elves right now
And I don't know how
You do the things you do while I sleep on Christmas eve
But it's amazing
And I bet that you could bring me back my baby
Because every time I see Christmas lights
I feel this burn inside. And I just can't take it
I saw them shopping last week
And his new girl was so bleak
And then I swore to myself
Santa's gonna come and make him mine this Christmas night
Oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas night
Oh Santa
I heard that it's really gonna snow this year
So I hope Rudolph and them other 8 reindeer
Get you safely here
So you can scoop him up
And swoop him right down my chimney
I've been really, really, really good this year
So put on that red suit and make him appear
Make this Christmas cheer
Just ain't the same without my baby
Come on oh Kris Kringle send me help
They say it's unrealistic
But I believe in you Saint Nick
So grant this wish for me right quick
Santa won't you come and make him mine this Christmas night
Oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas night
Oh Santa!...
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LRC by: Jack¡¤Rogesion
*
Christmas!
(Santa's gonna come and make him mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make him mine, mine
Santa's gonna come and make him mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make him mine, mine)
Oh Santa Claus
If you get this letter, please don't make me wait
Cause all December I'll be counting down the days
So hop on your sleigh
I promise that I won't forget the milk and cookies
The trees all sparkly and gold
But inside I feel so cold
So soon as you leave the North Pole
Santa won't you come and make him mine this Christmas
*
Mariah Carey-Oh Santa!
*
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, mine
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, mine
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, mine
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine...
---end---
*
al: Merry Christmas II You
*
Santa's gonna come and make him mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make him mine, mine (Oh Santa)
Santa's gonna come and make him mine this Christmas (Oh Santa)
Santa's gonna come and make him mine, mine
Santa
If you get this letter, won't you help me out
I know you're kinda busy with your elves right now
And I don't know how
You do the things you do while I sleep on Christmas eve
But it's amazing
And I bet that you could bring me back my baby
Because every time I see Christmas lights
I feel this burn inside. And I just can't take it
I saw them shopping last week
And his new girl was so bleak
And then I swore to myself
Santa's gonna come and make him mine this Christmas night
Oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas night
Oh Santa
I heard that it's really gonna snow this year
So I hope Rudolph and them other 8 reindeer
Get you safely here
So you can scoop him up
And swoop him right down my chimney
I've been really, really, really good this year
So put on that red suit and make him appear
Make this Christmas cheer
Just ain't the same without my baby
Come on oh Kris Kringle send me help
They say it's unrealistic
But I believe in you Saint Nick
So grant this wish for me right quick
Santa won't you come and make him mine this Christmas night
Oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas night
Oh Santa!...
*
LRC by: Jack¡¤Rogesion
*
Christmas!
(Santa's gonna come and make him mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make him mine, mine
Santa's gonna come and make him mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make him mine, mine)
Oh Santa Claus
If you get this letter, please don't make me wait
Cause all December I'll be counting down the days
So hop on your sleigh
I promise that I won't forget the milk and cookies
The trees all sparkly and gold
But inside I feel so cold
So soon as you leave the North Pole
Santa won't you come and make him mine this Christmas
*
Mariah Carey-Oh Santa!
*
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, mine
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, mine
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, mine
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine...
---end---
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Last Christmas - Taylor Swift
Taylor Swift - Last Christmas
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I¡¯ll give it to someone special
Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eyes
Tell me baby, do you recognize me
Well it¡¯s been a year
It doesn¡¯t surprise me
Merry Christmas
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying I love you I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if u kiss me now
I know you'll fool me again
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I¡¯ll give it to someone special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I¡¯ll give it to someone special
A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I¡¯m hidding from you and your soul vival
My god i thought you were Someone to rely on Me
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A gril under cover but you tore her apart
Maybe next year, Maybe next year,
I¡¯ll give it to someone special
Cause Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I¡¯ll give it to someone special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I¡¯ll give it to someone special
And last Christmas
And this year
It won't be anything like, anything like
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I¡¯ll give it to someone special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I¡¯ll give it to someone special
Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eyes
Tell me baby, do you recognize me
Well it¡¯s been a year
It doesn¡¯t surprise me
Merry Christmas
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying I love you I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if u kiss me now
I know you'll fool me again
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I¡¯ll give it to someone special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I¡¯ll give it to someone special
A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I¡¯m hidding from you and your soul vival
My god i thought you were Someone to rely on Me
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A gril under cover but you tore her apart
Maybe next year, Maybe next year,
I¡¯ll give it to someone special
Cause Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I¡¯ll give it to someone special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I¡¯ll give it to someone special
And last Christmas
And this year
It won't be anything like, anything like
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I¡¯ll give it to someone special
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
illness
illness . I'm sick . Everyone knows that who got view my Facebook .
I suddenly think of a words which I think It's meaningful .
"You're one of the missing clue that I need to solve this puzzle and You're the missing pieces I need to let this puzzle to become a picture . " It's so romantic . I think It myself . Do you think so ?
I suddenly think of a words which I think It's meaningful .
"You're one of the missing clue that I need to solve this puzzle and You're the missing pieces I need to let this puzzle to become a picture . " It's so romantic . I think It myself . Do you think so ?
Monday, December 6, 2010
won't be able to
I won't be able to go to training camp . I seems like 没有缘分 go
I won't go anyway . It would be better for you that I'm not going .
I won't go anyway . It would be better for you that I'm not going .
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Not happy
This is really what I can say is hypo-critical-bullshit .
Going to hell like this . Only build a tower and the tower may fall but hope it won't happen .
We use two days to build that tower and Why I'm always the one doing things alone .
I need to carry those 100 Bako to another side and who really do help me ?
Dickson , Yi Jie and Chia Ping . Others ? Do the square lashing and yet do so slow .
Later Only me carry it all . =.= , Need a rest and why I can don't need to take a rest and just get those work finished . After that , I still go help them do the square lashing . I Never take a time to rest and I'm like playing my own risk to life . I may Fell down anytime . Nylon being distributed to members =.=
A lame job again . No one listen to what I give them . I told them to just get the campus and but that mai dai on the campus to wash . The Campus so dirty , can Shun Bian wash . They are form 3 going to form 4 next year and take our post over and yet this commensense solution don't even know . So that means I'm going to be a big headache . I'm the Assistant Quarter master yet I'm under the role of repairing ONLY . This is really shit , Why only 2 Quarter master . Wei Wei and Me . What the heck ! Yesterday I asked the group got Quarter master or not then they answered me no . Want me to wash all the equipment myself is it ? But Luckily they listen . It's really no brain I could say . Wakasa Camp Everyone step on the Campus so dirty .
Okay , Nevermind . They would just use the dirty campus to do their Main Camp .
Ask me to go down and up again . Want to sacrifice my life is it ? =.= . Climb Up and Down .
I'm just wondering how come my lashing not stiff enough , maybe due to my hand too pain .
and I still need to solo so many things about the equipment . What the Duck . I have a bad feeling that they are going to suffer when they take over us . Member no discipline for the boys only some .
This morning I just go pray for harmony nia for the camp . =.=
I hate the most when I asked people something and they ignore me . Shit
Everything will be fine and My last year . I always use it's my last year to cope my feeling .
Going to hell like this . Only build a tower and the tower may fall but hope it won't happen .
We use two days to build that tower and Why I'm always the one doing things alone .
I need to carry those 100 Bako to another side and who really do help me ?
Dickson , Yi Jie and Chia Ping . Others ? Do the square lashing and yet do so slow .
Later Only me carry it all . =.= , Need a rest and why I can don't need to take a rest and just get those work finished . After that , I still go help them do the square lashing . I Never take a time to rest and I'm like playing my own risk to life . I may Fell down anytime . Nylon being distributed to members =.=
A lame job again . No one listen to what I give them . I told them to just get the campus and but that mai dai on the campus to wash . The Campus so dirty , can Shun Bian wash . They are form 3 going to form 4 next year and take our post over and yet this commensense solution don't even know . So that means I'm going to be a big headache . I'm the Assistant Quarter master yet I'm under the role of repairing ONLY . This is really shit , Why only 2 Quarter master . Wei Wei and Me . What the heck ! Yesterday I asked the group got Quarter master or not then they answered me no . Want me to wash all the equipment myself is it ? But Luckily they listen . It's really no brain I could say . Wakasa Camp Everyone step on the Campus so dirty .
Okay , Nevermind . They would just use the dirty campus to do their Main Camp .
Ask me to go down and up again . Want to sacrifice my life is it ? =.= . Climb Up and Down .
I'm just wondering how come my lashing not stiff enough , maybe due to my hand too pain .
and I still need to solo so many things about the equipment . What the Duck . I have a bad feeling that they are going to suffer when they take over us . Member no discipline for the boys only some .
This morning I just go pray for harmony nia for the camp . =.=
I hate the most when I asked people something and they ignore me . Shit
Everything will be fine and My last year . I always use it's my last year to cope my feeling .
Saturday, December 4, 2010
really really I want to tell you all this .. Everyone
真的没有人可以分享。我只能在这里说。就可怜可怜我，让我说。我不想失去任何朋友可
Friday, December 3, 2010
walao eh , beh tahan lo
Walao eh , beh tahan liaw lo(Lo siao Part)
Why people at facebook like to block each others , so fun meh ?(Lo Siao Part)
Loss a friends so worth so happy meh ?( Lo siao Part)
Walao , don't make Phua Chu Kang slap you guys are .(Lo Siao Part)
Seriously , 2 ppl blocked me already . I don't say is who but both start with the same alphabet .(Normal part)
Walao eh , ngati . Why so bo kuang . SO hiao lo ... Ngati , Why I haven't so hiao like you guys .(Lo Siao part)
I'm really so not happy with facebook why people can block people , if like that why don't asked the person being blocked that's one of me to leave facebook ? So suffer like that . Friends can't add friends and yet so heart-hurted . Got one person I really not so mercy already . Show no mercy . I didn't go and find you or Say anything bad about you why you learn one of my friends block me .(Normal Part)
Ngati .. You so hiao lo .. why you got the brave to block others and I block one person but let her go ..(Lo Siao + Normal Part)
Walao eh .. So Hiao , kin , wu kin walao eh .. Go home Sleep la , play facebook play facebook . Want to block then Block everyone la .. No one teach you this idioms ? "斩草除根" Walao eh , so stupid are you and like to act make some people don't like me ho , You're ah beng ha ? See too many Phua Chu Kang Movie , learn him la .. I tell you ah , simple English , Don't PLAY PLAY . Will Cause you into big trouble . Luckily , I'm not a gangster or I fire your house ah (Lo siao Part + Normal Part + Phua Chu Kang my version part)
Seriously , Please . I just want to be a normal person to live and know friends . I don't block anyone , okay ? Why do you guys have to treat me like this ? Can't you guys just let me go and be myself . I'm still friends , Okay ? .. I put those crazy little part is just to make this blog interesting a bit , of course . Those part is a bit KURANG AJAR part .. But What can I do . Later some of you complain again . This Thomas so emo guy . Grr.. I'm sick of being commented .
Why people at facebook like to block each others , so fun meh ?(Lo Siao Part)
Loss a friends so worth so happy meh ?( Lo siao Part)
Walao , don't make Phua Chu Kang slap you guys are .(Lo Siao Part)
Seriously , 2 ppl blocked me already . I don't say is who but both start with the same alphabet .(Normal part)
Walao eh , ngati . Why so bo kuang . SO hiao lo ... Ngati , Why I haven't so hiao like you guys .(Lo Siao part)
I'm really so not happy with facebook why people can block people , if like that why don't asked the person being blocked that's one of me to leave facebook ? So suffer like that . Friends can't add friends and yet so heart-hurted . Got one person I really not so mercy already . Show no mercy . I didn't go and find you or Say anything bad about you why you learn one of my friends block me .(Normal Part)
Ngati .. You so hiao lo .. why you got the brave to block others and I block one person but let her go ..(Lo Siao + Normal Part)
Walao eh .. So Hiao , kin , wu kin walao eh .. Go home Sleep la , play facebook play facebook . Want to block then Block everyone la .. No one teach you this idioms ? "斩草除根" Walao eh , so stupid are you and like to act make some people don't like me ho , You're ah beng ha ? See too many Phua Chu Kang Movie , learn him la .. I tell you ah , simple English , Don't PLAY PLAY . Will Cause you into big trouble . Luckily , I'm not a gangster or I fire your house ah (Lo siao Part + Normal Part + Phua Chu Kang my version part)
Seriously , Please . I just want to be a normal person to live and know friends . I don't block anyone , okay ? Why do you guys have to treat me like this ? Can't you guys just let me go and be myself . I'm still friends , Okay ? .. I put those crazy little part is just to make this blog interesting a bit , of course . Those part is a bit KURANG AJAR part .. But What can I do . Later some of you complain again . This Thomas so emo guy . Grr.. I'm sick of being commented .
Thursday, December 2, 2010
A history about a boy's life
This post is about a history of a boy's life . Obviously , it's my life . I want to share with you guys how I've been going through my 16 years old . It's a story and for this I've tried my best to gather all those information I knew . But I know my Dad won't told me about this so I asked my Mum . And I know why He don't want to tell me , It's a harsh time for him and my mum .
My dad name Chong Foo Sen . He's born in the year of 1954 . His blows his candle on the February . It's so sad I never knew his really date of birthday . My family follows Chinese lunar , That's why our B'day's date is never a fix day . It depends on the day . According to Chinese Lunar Calender , My dad is born on the 27th of the December . Now , He work as a foreman of silver Engineering . He is 56 years old . He is a father who never show tired in front of us and still work hard . But he likes to comment on people's work I guess when people do something or plan he don't like . That's what I know from my Mum .
My mum name Ting Sing Keong . She's born in the year of 1960 . She blows her candle on the 9th of September if I'm not mistaken . As I said we follow Chinese lunar . So My mum is born in the 5th of September of the Chinese Lunar Calender . She's 50 this year . She ever do a lot of work but now she's a house wife whom taking care of us . But my dad , he's a Buddhist . My mum , She's a Christian . My mum born in Sibu . My dad is from Indo to Sarawak .
It's really a long story about that , where I am going to stand up for a pride to share with you all this .
My grandpa and grandma . I don't know their names . I don't even have a memory I ever seen them . I don't know how they look like and how they feel like . I'm a hakka person's . Hakka is my dialet . but I'm sad because I'm the one who don't know how to really speak my own Dialet so Fluently .
My grandpa comes from China . That's the time of war world 2 . My grandpa ever married once but after that all the relatives died and He married another women from Indo . and That's my grandma . There's only 3 relatives between me . I'm the only family who have less relatives . Not like my mum . Have a family tree .
My dad is the oldest , follow by the 2nd brother and the smallest Brother . Only 3 of them . My grandpa have a strong life of living . That's why he had to married again . But I'm the lucky generation who don't go through harsh time .
Only My 2nd Uncle has children and My Father . My family is me , Sister and Brother and lastly a mother . My 2nd uncle is two boy and a girl . My brother's from my 2nd uncle . The Eldest is a male . He's master right now at an university . 2nd Brother of the 2nd uncle didn't study completely . He stop his study when He's form 4 but now he's a boss of a good barber . Not a barber actually a very good hair-cutter . I can say . My English isn't good . The smallest girl of my 2nd uncle is now studying form 6 I guess . It has been a long time I lost contact with them .
For My Smallest Uncle , He's living with us right now . He don't have a family . Still single . His wife I don't know is who . But I won't say because I don't know . I don't have the prove of the information I get . He smoke , he drink beer an alcoholic but not he's better that he didn't always drink for so many years . He's trying to find a Job to do . But randomly , he do any Job . It's really a harsh time that time my dad had to take him from Jail . You know why ? He is being with a friends of bad gang group . But Now he's leaving them for all long time ago . Living with us giving no harm .
Okay , So Exactly . Chong Isn't my really sir name . My really sir name is Peng . But because of my dad he migrate to Sarawak and being a son of others people family that's why we change our Sir name to Chong except for my Smallest Uncle . It's really so hard to imagine that My Grandpa is a China person and My Grandma is a Indo Person . That means I'm always a small part of an Indo . But Hopefully I'm giving birth by pure Chinese .
Okay , I'm Thomas Chong Gin How . Everyone know this but I really hope I can change back to my real sir name but It's impossible after all . I'm 16 this year . I born in the date of 26th of January . I'm an Aquarius . My sister name Shirley Chong Sheng . She's 25 years old . My brother name Vincent Chong Y. Leong . He's 22 years old . I'm the most lucky one I should say . When I'm born I had a house to live in . But my brother and sister they had to live in a metal cargo . that's really so implicated to image that scene . How harsh they had gone through . It's really so hard to survive . Before my family was so poor but Now I'm 2nd degree of family . Not So poor and Not so rich , Moderate . If I could have knew my history so early . I maybe can change all this but It's too late . I can only take this fate and go down to my next life of future .
Actually , If you want to know more . I can tell you but I guess I really take a lot of years to tell you about all of me . That's all I want to share . Thankyou for viewing my Blog .
My dad name Chong Foo Sen . He's born in the year of 1954 . His blows his candle on the February . It's so sad I never knew his really date of birthday . My family follows Chinese lunar , That's why our B'day's date is never a fix day . It depends on the day . According to Chinese Lunar Calender , My dad is born on the 27th of the December . Now , He work as a foreman of silver Engineering . He is 56 years old . He is a father who never show tired in front of us and still work hard . But he likes to comment on people's work I guess when people do something or plan he don't like . That's what I know from my Mum .
My mum name Ting Sing Keong . She's born in the year of 1960 . She blows her candle on the 9th of September if I'm not mistaken . As I said we follow Chinese lunar . So My mum is born in the 5th of September of the Chinese Lunar Calender . She's 50 this year . She ever do a lot of work but now she's a house wife whom taking care of us . But my dad , he's a Buddhist . My mum , She's a Christian . My mum born in Sibu . My dad is from Indo to Sarawak .
It's really a long story about that , where I am going to stand up for a pride to share with you all this .
My grandpa and grandma . I don't know their names . I don't even have a memory I ever seen them . I don't know how they look like and how they feel like . I'm a hakka person's . Hakka is my dialet . but I'm sad because I'm the one who don't know how to really speak my own Dialet so Fluently .
My grandpa comes from China . That's the time of war world 2 . My grandpa ever married once but after that all the relatives died and He married another women from Indo . and That's my grandma . There's only 3 relatives between me . I'm the only family who have less relatives . Not like my mum . Have a family tree .
My dad is the oldest , follow by the 2nd brother and the smallest Brother . Only 3 of them . My grandpa have a strong life of living . That's why he had to married again . But I'm the lucky generation who don't go through harsh time .
Only My 2nd Uncle has children and My Father . My family is me , Sister and Brother and lastly a mother . My 2nd uncle is two boy and a girl . My brother's from my 2nd uncle . The Eldest is a male . He's master right now at an university . 2nd Brother of the 2nd uncle didn't study completely . He stop his study when He's form 4 but now he's a boss of a good barber . Not a barber actually a very good hair-cutter . I can say . My English isn't good . The smallest girl of my 2nd uncle is now studying form 6 I guess . It has been a long time I lost contact with them .
For My Smallest Uncle , He's living with us right now . He don't have a family . Still single . His wife I don't know is who . But I won't say because I don't know . I don't have the prove of the information I get . He smoke , he drink beer an alcoholic but not he's better that he didn't always drink for so many years . He's trying to find a Job to do . But randomly , he do any Job . It's really a harsh time that time my dad had to take him from Jail . You know why ? He is being with a friends of bad gang group . But Now he's leaving them for all long time ago . Living with us giving no harm .
Okay , So Exactly . Chong Isn't my really sir name . My really sir name is Peng . But because of my dad he migrate to Sarawak and being a son of others people family that's why we change our Sir name to Chong except for my Smallest Uncle . It's really so hard to imagine that My Grandpa is a China person and My Grandma is a Indo Person . That means I'm always a small part of an Indo . But Hopefully I'm giving birth by pure Chinese .
Okay , I'm Thomas Chong Gin How . Everyone know this but I really hope I can change back to my real sir name but It's impossible after all . I'm 16 this year . I born in the date of 26th of January . I'm an Aquarius . My sister name Shirley Chong Sheng . She's 25 years old . My brother name Vincent Chong Y. Leong . He's 22 years old . I'm the most lucky one I should say . When I'm born I had a house to live in . But my brother and sister they had to live in a metal cargo . that's really so implicated to image that scene . How harsh they had gone through . It's really so hard to survive . Before my family was so poor but Now I'm 2nd degree of family . Not So poor and Not so rich , Moderate . If I could have knew my history so early . I maybe can change all this but It's too late . I can only take this fate and go down to my next life of future .
Actually , If you want to know more . I can tell you but I guess I really take a lot of years to tell you about all of me . That's all I want to share . Thankyou for viewing my Blog .
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
活着为了什么？
after being using English for my entire blog , Use some Chinese for it .
我们活着是为了什么？为了谁？
我们活着为了生存，为了自己。
在这世上我们没有目标的活着。真无聊，无趣。
我好像和华语无缘。我没有再听华语歌。我的电话里全部都是英文歌。
真奇怪。但是我知道我是为了她而活着。
为了澄清一些不需要的东西。为了走下去，我才选择生存着。
有时，我在想我是怎么了？可是其实我什么都没有。我什么都不是。
我是我自己。一个从不和人分享心事的自己。=）
我们活着是为了什么？为了谁？
我们活着为了生存，为了自己。
在这世上我们没有目标的活着。真无聊，无趣。
我好像和华语无缘。我没有再听华语歌。我的电话里全部都是英文歌。
真奇怪。但是我知道我是为了她而活着。
为了澄清一些不需要的东西。为了走下去，我才选择生存着。
有时，我在想我是怎么了？可是其实我什么都没有。我什么都不是。
我是我自己。一个从不和人分享心事的自己。=）
Recently
Recently , I'm kinda senile . Maybe it's the effect of high fever yesterday .
Need to drink a lot more of water and yet I'm dying .
There's another camp for me to go through . It's training camp 2010 .
I miss Matang Camp . When I see through the video at wakasa camp the last night . I almost cried .
It's so memorable and why I didn't go last year . But this year is my last year . I must get all this through .
I go to the camp is just to prove something but it isn't proved . Nevermind , I don't mind it .
I want to have fun too at the camp and enjoying . Just to resist the pain . I don't care who we are .
As long at camp , privacy problem put aside . You're still my friend I will still talk to you .
Lol. I'm like drunken of mineral water , drink and drink a lot of it .
Not until a week , It's another camp again .
17th til 19th My friend invited me to go for another camp but I don't think I can attend .
I'm sorry if I'm not attending but help me pass a words to the form 5 committee . I LOVE THEM .
But I don't even have the brave to tell them . It's all because of the Sicom Camp . I knew them . =)
Need to drink a lot more of water and yet I'm dying .
There's another camp for me to go through . It's training camp 2010 .
I miss Matang Camp . When I see through the video at wakasa camp the last night . I almost cried .
It's so memorable and why I didn't go last year . But this year is my last year . I must get all this through .
I go to the camp is just to prove something but it isn't proved . Nevermind , I don't mind it .
I want to have fun too at the camp and enjoying . Just to resist the pain . I don't care who we are .
As long at camp , privacy problem put aside . You're still my friend I will still talk to you .
Lol. I'm like drunken of mineral water , drink and drink a lot of it .
Not until a week , It's another camp again .
17th til 19th My friend invited me to go for another camp but I don't think I can attend .
I'm sorry if I'm not attending but help me pass a words to the form 5 committee . I LOVE THEM .
But I don't even have the brave to tell them . It's all because of the Sicom Camp . I knew them . =)
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Wakasa Camp
It's Wakasa Camp . I go a night earlier .
It start at 27th til 30th of November . But I go on 26th night and slept overnight there .
It's still Okay . Only a few people come for Form 3 and Committee.
Anyway , I'm in charge of marching .
Cadet ambulance team A , B and C .
Cadet perawatan(Nursing) team A , B , C and D .
Form 3 cooked the water for the camp .
And also doing some cleaning .
Members are so noisy at the night .
Never stop and do their things .
We go out all night . Almost , majority of us .
Slept late and everyone is mostly like a pig .
Some wake up early , impressed .
and that's all for me .
It start at 27th til 30th of November . But I go on 26th night and slept overnight there .
It's still Okay . Only a few people come for Form 3 and Committee.
Anyway , I'm in charge of marching .
Cadet ambulance team A , B and C .
Cadet perawatan(Nursing) team A , B , C and D .
Form 3 cooked the water for the camp .
And also doing some cleaning .
Members are so noisy at the night .
Never stop and do their things .
We go out all night . Almost , majority of us .
Slept late and everyone is mostly like a pig .
Some wake up early , impressed .
and that's all for me .
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Vanilla Twilight - Owl City
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear
'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you
I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
I'll whisper in your ear
Oh,darling.I wish you were here
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear
'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you
I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
I'll whisper in your ear
Oh,darling.I wish you were here
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
=)
同路人 歌词
只因为我们都是同路人
才会有同样的经历
只因为我们都是同路人
才会有同样的追求
同甘苦 共患难
只有同路人最亲
同流泪 同喜乐
只有同路人最真诚
感谢神让我们在真道上相逢
成为同路人
我们内心发出同声的歌唱
赞美奇妙救恩
心灵合一 相互理解
同路人一定要同心
美好的盼望 永恒的国度
永远属于我们
只因为我们都是同路人
才会有同样的经历
只因为我们都是同路人
才会有同样的追求
同甘苦 共患难
只有同路人最亲
同流泪 同喜乐
只有同路人最真诚
感谢神让我们在真道上相逢
成为同路人
我们内心发出同声的歌唱
赞美奇妙救恩
心灵合一 相互理解
同路人一定要同心
美好的盼望 永恒的国度
永远属于我们
Live like We're Dying
Kris Allen - Live Like We're Dying
Sometimes we fall down and can't get back up
We're hiding behind skin that's too tough
How come we don't say "I love you" enough
Till it's to late, it's not too late
Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
And we could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you
What would you wish you would've done
Yeah... gotta start
Looking at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbye?
Should be so careful who we live out our lives
So when we long for absolution
There'll no one on the line
Yeah... gotta start
Lookin' at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
Like we're dying oh-- like we're dying
Like we're dying oh-- like we're dying
We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live -- like we're dying
You never know a good thing till it's gone
You never see a crash until it's head on
Everything go right when we're dead wrong
You never know a good thing till it's gone
Yeah... gotta start
Lookin' at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
Like we're dying oh -- like we're dying
Like we're dying oh -- like we're dying
We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
Sometimes we fall down and can't get back up
We're hiding behind skin that's too tough
How come we don't say "I love you" enough
Till it's to late, it's not too late
Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
And we could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you
What would you wish you would've done
Yeah... gotta start
Looking at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbye?
Should be so careful who we live out our lives
So when we long for absolution
There'll no one on the line
Yeah... gotta start
Lookin' at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
Like we're dying oh-- like we're dying
Like we're dying oh-- like we're dying
We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live -- like we're dying
You never know a good thing till it's gone
You never see a crash until it's head on
Everything go right when we're dead wrong
You never know a good thing till it's gone
Yeah... gotta start
Lookin' at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
Like we're dying oh -- like we're dying
Like we're dying oh -- like we're dying
We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
After , Before
After For being so cruel to you all . Don't find you guys .
It's alright . Before you guys come and find me . I go find you guys .
We are all standing on the same road , same path .
One day we will meet each others good .
I don't need to be EMO . Of course I love ELMO .
ELMO is cute , fun . No one would actually wanna accompany anyone .
They have their partner . I don't have , still finding .
Happy is the greatest things in the whole universe . Sad is the greatest things in the heart of everyone .
But what has to do with this is that no one can know what you are thinking about .
They will just judge you from what they see . They may think you are sad , you are happy .
But I just want to say I have been so happy before . I have been so sad before .
After all this , I am glad to know you all .
It's alright . Before you guys come and find me . I go find you guys .
We are all standing on the same road , same path .
One day we will meet each others good .
I don't need to be EMO . Of course I love ELMO .
ELMO is cute , fun . No one would actually wanna accompany anyone .
They have their partner . I don't have , still finding .
Happy is the greatest things in the whole universe . Sad is the greatest things in the heart of everyone .
But what has to do with this is that no one can know what you are thinking about .
They will just judge you from what they see . They may think you are sad , you are happy .
But I just want to say I have been so happy before . I have been so sad before .
After all this , I am glad to know you all .
DJ Got Us Fallin' In Love
Usher feat. Pitbull - DJ Got Us Fallin' In Love
(Lyrics by MaxRNB)
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Yeah man
So we back in the club
Get that bodies rockin from side to side (side to side)
Thank God the week is done
I feel like a zombie gone back to life (back to life)
Hands up, and suddenly we all got our hands up
No control of my body
Ain't I seen you before?
I think I remember those eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes
Cause baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
So dance, dance, like it¡¯s the last, last night of your life, life
Gonna get you right
Cause baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
Keep downing drinks like this
Not tomorrow that just right now, now, now, now, now, now
Gonna set the roof on fire
Gonna burn this mother fucker down, down, down, down, down, down
Hands up, when the music drops
We both put our hands up
Put your hands on my body
Swear I seen you before
I think I remember those eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes
Cause baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
So dance, dance, like it¡¯s the last, last night of your life, life
Gonna get you right
Cause baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
PITBULL:
You know evil, speak no evil, see no evil
Get it baby, hope you catch that GO
That's how we roll
My life is a movie and you just TIVO
Mami got me switchin like a dreadlock
She don't wrestle but I got her in a headlock
Yabadabadoo make her bedrock- mami on fire, red hot
badabingbadaboom Mr. Worldwide as I step in the room
I'm a hustler baby
But that you knew and tonight it's just me and you
Cause baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
So dance, dance, like it¡¯s the last, last night of your life, life
Gonna get you right
Cause baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
So dance, dance, like it¡¯s the last, last night of your life, life
Gonna get you right
Cause baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, thank you DJ
(Lyrics by MaxRNB)
-->>>Maximal R&B - Your First R&B/Hip-Hop Source<<<--
Yeah man
So we back in the club
Get that bodies rockin from side to side (side to side)
Thank God the week is done
I feel like a zombie gone back to life (back to life)
Hands up, and suddenly we all got our hands up
No control of my body
Ain't I seen you before?
I think I remember those eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes
Cause baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
So dance, dance, like it¡¯s the last, last night of your life, life
Gonna get you right
Cause baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
Keep downing drinks like this
Not tomorrow that just right now, now, now, now, now, now
Gonna set the roof on fire
Gonna burn this mother fucker down, down, down, down, down, down
Hands up, when the music drops
We both put our hands up
Put your hands on my body
Swear I seen you before
I think I remember those eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes
Cause baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
So dance, dance, like it¡¯s the last, last night of your life, life
Gonna get you right
Cause baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
PITBULL:
You know evil, speak no evil, see no evil
Get it baby, hope you catch that GO
That's how we roll
My life is a movie and you just TIVO
Mami got me switchin like a dreadlock
She don't wrestle but I got her in a headlock
Yabadabadoo make her bedrock- mami on fire, red hot
badabingbadaboom Mr. Worldwide as I step in the room
I'm a hustler baby
But that you knew and tonight it's just me and you
Cause baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
So dance, dance, like it¡¯s the last, last night of your life, life
Gonna get you right
Cause baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
So dance, dance, like it¡¯s the last, last night of your life, life
Gonna get you right
Cause baby tonight
The DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, thank you DJ
Trust
Trust is a very powerful magic . No one get to know we got magic . Nowadays , they would say magic just happen in fairy tales . But I believe there is a magic in everyone of us . Somehow , people use cheat to get what they want and it happens to be misunderstanding among each others . Killing here and there . World is full of bleed and merciless . No one show a mercy to each others . Trust is another difficult gold to achieve .
Every trust there may be a lie beneath the words . It isn't really easy to show and give all your trust on everyone .
The only person is yourself . You could only trust yourselves . but what to do .
In a way of doing things this and that . Minor will always has to follow major without any option to do so .
Being a servant or a slave to do this and that where we don't like people to give us order . But sometimes It has to be like that . We are still on the path of learning . There is still a lot of things we haven't learn .
I don't trust , I believe . Believe don't need to make a promise , but trust do . What else can we do and say .
Do you believe me or not ? There is something . A small tiny hole , light trying to reach and penetrated it .
Every trust there may be a lie beneath the words . It isn't really easy to show and give all your trust on everyone .
The only person is yourself . You could only trust yourselves . but what to do .
In a way of doing things this and that . Minor will always has to follow major without any option to do so .
Being a servant or a slave to do this and that where we don't like people to give us order . But sometimes It has to be like that . We are still on the path of learning . There is still a lot of things we haven't learn .
I don't trust , I believe . Believe don't need to make a promise , but trust do . What else can we do and say .
Do you believe me or not ? There is something . A small tiny hole , light trying to reach and penetrated it .
Over You - Chris Daughtry
Chris Daughtry - Over You
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should have started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should have started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
想太多，不开心是emo
我真的想很多。不知从那一天开始我就开始没有开心过。
一直向东向西。最后还是想出东西。
是我想太多，你们都这样说。但你们却没有真的心疼我。
上一段话是不是很熟。来至一首歌‘想太多’。独唱者是李玖哲。
他的歌都那么的悲伤，我这么没听说过人家说他不开心？
而我只不过想多了，就说我伤心过头。没人理我了。
我习惯了。习惯就好，来至罗志祥的歌。
怎么也没人说他搞伤心？我不和人比较。
因为我不是偶像，我不是人们在意的。
诶，这里你们一定又说。仁豪，你想太多。别搞不开心。
我哪有，可是我真的希望有人多注意我一些。
我也是人嘛。我还得活着下去。
我比你们特别，我不用伤心都能写的出这么伤心的文章。
我是靠灵感写的，我有想过我要不要当作家。
恐怕那座公司会倒闭才怪。
我尽量写的往开心的路走。可是我还是我，这是无法改变的事实。
你们能拿我没辙，因为我是张仁豪。
一直向东向西。最后还是想出东西。
是我想太多，你们都这样说。但你们却没有真的心疼我。
上一段话是不是很熟。来至一首歌‘想太多’。独唱者是李玖哲。
他的歌都那么的悲伤，我这么没听说过人家说他不开心？
而我只不过想多了，就说我伤心过头。没人理我了。
我习惯了。习惯就好，来至罗志祥的歌。
怎么也没人说他搞伤心？我不和人比较。
因为我不是偶像，我不是人们在意的。
诶，这里你们一定又说。仁豪，你想太多。别搞不开心。
我哪有，可是我真的希望有人多注意我一些。
我也是人嘛。我还得活着下去。
我比你们特别，我不用伤心都能写的出这么伤心的文章。
我是靠灵感写的，我有想过我要不要当作家。
恐怕那座公司会倒闭才怪。
我尽量写的往开心的路走。可是我还是我，这是无法改变的事实。
你们能拿我没辙，因为我是张仁豪。
small small
Do you guys ever heard of the song "big big world" ?
Here's some of the part to recall your memory . Listen :
I'm a big big girl in a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you need me
And I do do feel And I do do know miss you much miss you much
Lately , Just now I shout out very loud in my deep heart core with a very loud voice Imagine I'm standing on the tallest mountain ever . What may first goes to your mind ? Am I crazy ?
I guess I am . I don't need to stand on Mountain Everest or Mountain Kinabalu . It doesn't mean tallest mountain must be both of them . It could be the shortest mountain with the best view of all .
I use my left hand touched on my left chest . I'm not pervert . I'm just listening to my heart beat myself .
I know myself better than anyone . I'm just trying to be positive minded .
I'm trying to stand out for a pride . For my own survive . I don't want to be abandon .
Actually last time , I didn't follow Committee to go to eat together is because I don't have so much money to go with them . It isn't that I want to abandon them . But I guess they never think of it .
So I just let it go . If I really love someone , I don't need to chase someone .
I don't need someone to be mine because I know There is a better person outside suit for her .
I will find my own partner . I don't want to hurt every people beside me . I just need to cool down for awhile these days . I feel like my soul Isn't with me this afternoon . At night , doesn't sleep so well . Like I'm getting haunted by ghost . Hopefully , It isn't . I'm having here and there mosquito bite . Luckily , I didn't get Denggi fever . I give up on the competition tomorrow . Reason is very simply , I don't want to take a challenge .
Actually , I have been thinking for so long . I should give a helping hand to some of my friends . To forgive someone mistake and forget someone mistake . My aunt told me this , but yet I forget . Now I should Never forget and forgive . I will try my best to do so . Even If I'm a Buddhist . I don't need to behave like a Buddhist . No one can force a person to do what they want to , even is religion . We should never surrender to fate .
Here's some of the part to recall your memory . Listen :
I'm a big big girl in a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you need me
And I do do feel And I do do know miss you much miss you much
Lately , Just now I shout out very loud in my deep heart core with a very loud voice Imagine I'm standing on the tallest mountain ever . What may first goes to your mind ? Am I crazy ?
I guess I am . I don't need to stand on Mountain Everest or Mountain Kinabalu . It doesn't mean tallest mountain must be both of them . It could be the shortest mountain with the best view of all .
I use my left hand touched on my left chest . I'm not pervert . I'm just listening to my heart beat myself .
I know myself better than anyone . I'm just trying to be positive minded .
I'm trying to stand out for a pride . For my own survive . I don't want to be abandon .
Actually last time , I didn't follow Committee to go to eat together is because I don't have so much money to go with them . It isn't that I want to abandon them . But I guess they never think of it .
So I just let it go . If I really love someone , I don't need to chase someone .
I don't need someone to be mine because I know There is a better person outside suit for her .
I will find my own partner . I don't want to hurt every people beside me . I just need to cool down for awhile these days . I feel like my soul Isn't with me this afternoon . At night , doesn't sleep so well . Like I'm getting haunted by ghost . Hopefully , It isn't . I'm having here and there mosquito bite . Luckily , I didn't get Denggi fever . I give up on the competition tomorrow . Reason is very simply , I don't want to take a challenge .
Actually , I have been thinking for so long . I should give a helping hand to some of my friends . To forgive someone mistake and forget someone mistake . My aunt told me this , but yet I forget . Now I should Never forget and forgive . I will try my best to do so . Even If I'm a Buddhist . I don't need to behave like a Buddhist . No one can force a person to do what they want to , even is religion . We should never surrender to fate .
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
5a.m
It's 5 a.m in the morning , I can't stand the thirsty . I wake up and went downstairs to get some water to drink . It's on the date of 24th of November . Where I'm typing it right now . It's today . Another new day .
Just an eye-piece to go and tomorrow 25th of November I'm going for creative memory center Reversi competition . 1st time organizing by Mr.Lee . I have no blessing from others . What can I do ?
These day I'm holding a bad luck . I try to stomp it away , but my own energy isn't enough .No one give me a helping hand . I asked for it . But No one do , I've been independent for so long . I always accompany you guys , but you guys didn't really seems to appreciate it . Now I'm worrying about the Wakasa Camp . What to bring and what to do ? I'm one of the Quarter Master there . I'm trying my best to get well as soon as possible .
I've not been sleeping well last night until now . I'm like so energetic . Not tired to sleep but now I'm tired but not alike to sleep .
Just an eye-piece to go and tomorrow 25th of November I'm going for creative memory center Reversi competition . 1st time organizing by Mr.Lee . I have no blessing from others . What can I do ?
These day I'm holding a bad luck . I try to stomp it away , but my own energy isn't enough .No one give me a helping hand . I asked for it . But No one do , I've been independent for so long . I always accompany you guys , but you guys didn't really seems to appreciate it . Now I'm worrying about the Wakasa Camp . What to bring and what to do ? I'm one of the Quarter Master there . I'm trying my best to get well as soon as possible .
I've not been sleeping well last night until now . I'm like so energetic . Not tired to sleep but now I'm tired but not alike to sleep .
Sick
I'm sick . I've having 3 illness . They are fever , cough and flu .
I eat 4 medicine , fever , cough , flu and antibiotics .
I eat finish it by Wakasa Camp . So I will be well before the camp comes .
I didn't receive any message from Wakasa . Am I still a team with them ?
Do they know how it hurt to put me alone ?
Do they know they didn't message me make me feel so uncomfortable ?
I tried my best to accept this fact but I'm so tired and sad .
I've no one to talk to , no one to share to for the whole day .
Even my sis is leaving me , She doesn't want to talk to me .
why am I making my life so miserable . I'm really so sick , so sick .
I just hope for a message of caring ...
I eat 4 medicine , fever , cough , flu and antibiotics .
I eat finish it by Wakasa Camp . So I will be well before the camp comes .
I didn't receive any message from Wakasa . Am I still a team with them ?
Do they know how it hurt to put me alone ?
Do they know they didn't message me make me feel so uncomfortable ?
I tried my best to accept this fact but I'm so tired and sad .
I've no one to talk to , no one to share to for the whole day .
Even my sis is leaving me , She doesn't want to talk to me .
why am I making my life so miserable . I'm really so sick , so sick .
I just hope for a message of caring ...
Monday, November 22, 2010
Sicom 2010
20-22 of November 2010 . There's a SICOM CAMP .
It's name is Sc and max and Inventors and Robotics Club Organizing M..
I forget what's M already . Well It's not bad . We stay at the hostel .
It's so nice . Got pillow to sleep and others good facilities . I was Sick on the second day . I caught fever .
I will be alright I guess . Bless me =)
It's name is Sc and max and Inventors and Robotics Club Organizing M..
I forget what's M already . Well It's not bad . We stay at the hostel .
It's so nice . Got pillow to sleep and others good facilities . I was Sick on the second day . I caught fever .
I will be alright I guess . Bless me =)
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Friday
Oh my . It's Friday . Weekdays is over and weekend is coming . I'm not going to be here for 3 days .
I'm going for a camp , called SICOM camp . It's a combination of two club , Sc and Max club and Inventors and Robotic's Club . These two club are organizing this camp . It start nearly at 2003 . If I'm not mistaken.
I never go that camp before until last year . I go there and I didn't go for Wakasa Camp .
At there , It's so fun . I meet Ya Ling , Dora , Reginald , Wee sheng , Jia Hao . There are from Robotics Club .
I like them . They are like a part from my Family . We care each others so much . We're in contact always at school . We help each others . Play with each others . I didn't mention about my club because my senior isn't helping them . Until now , I never forget 5 of them . They can be said is my beloved person .
I love them . I don't have the brave to tell them yet . But I will pray for them , everyone is living happily usually , Dora , Ya ling and Reginald .
So that's all from me . I will be going on tomorrow , come back on Monday . Tuesday got 2nd Training camp Meeting . Ashley , If you're looking at this . Tuesday is from 8-12 . Wear Casual . Be punctual =D .
Thursday got Reversi Cmc Competition again . After day Friday got Wakasa Camp . Committee go one day early . 27-30 . I will come back on next next Tuesday again . I'm so busy . Haha =D . But Lastly , wish you all the BEST .
I'm going for a camp , called SICOM camp . It's a combination of two club , Sc and Max club and Inventors and Robotic's Club . These two club are organizing this camp . It start nearly at 2003 . If I'm not mistaken.
I never go that camp before until last year . I go there and I didn't go for Wakasa Camp .
At there , It's so fun . I meet Ya Ling , Dora , Reginald , Wee sheng , Jia Hao . There are from Robotics Club .
I like them . They are like a part from my Family . We care each others so much . We're in contact always at school . We help each others . Play with each others . I didn't mention about my club because my senior isn't helping them . Until now , I never forget 5 of them . They can be said is my beloved person .
I love them . I don't have the brave to tell them yet . But I will pray for them , everyone is living happily usually , Dora , Ya ling and Reginald .
So that's all from me . I will be going on tomorrow , come back on Monday . Tuesday got 2nd Training camp Meeting . Ashley , If you're looking at this . Tuesday is from 8-12 . Wear Casual . Be punctual =D .
Thursday got Reversi Cmc Competition again . After day Friday got Wakasa Camp . Committee go one day early . 27-30 . I will come back on next next Tuesday again . I'm so busy . Haha =D . But Lastly , wish you all the BEST .
Tuesday
Tuesday , It's Majlis Penyampaian Hadiah . Woots , Just now listening to we will be a dream by we the kings .
This remind me about 5 years I've been in Kuching High , I want to sing this song to all highians here .
This sentence is said by Reuben Kenny . It's really a very nice song . It also do reminds me about the 4 years I've been staying at Kuching High . This song really gave me a cold shiver to my spine . It's so nice .
4 years are just flewing like this . So fast , I miss you guys . Ashley , Ching , Su wen , Kai Jie , Leonard , Clement , Diane , Jia Chern , Garryson , Chia Ping , Joyce , Felicia , Abigail , Verena , Agnes and so on so for ..
I won't forget the time we've been together . Work together , play together . It's really so fun .
Having a review or rewind back to the past it's really so memorable . With you guys . =) Thanks for you all coming into me . Giving me an exciting Life . ^ ^ bless you all having a nice holiday . 2010 nearly meets the end . 2011 is coming in . =)
This remind me about 5 years I've been in Kuching High , I want to sing this song to all highians here .
This sentence is said by Reuben Kenny . It's really a very nice song . It also do reminds me about the 4 years I've been staying at Kuching High . This song really gave me a cold shiver to my spine . It's so nice .
4 years are just flewing like this . So fast , I miss you guys . Ashley , Ching , Su wen , Kai Jie , Leonard , Clement , Diane , Jia Chern , Garryson , Chia Ping , Joyce , Felicia , Abigail , Verena , Agnes and so on so for ..
I won't forget the time we've been together . Work together , play together . It's really so fun .
Having a review or rewind back to the past it's really so memorable . With you guys . =) Thanks for you all coming into me . Giving me an exciting Life . ^ ^ bless you all having a nice holiday . 2010 nearly meets the end . 2011 is coming in . =)
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Thursday
It's Thursday everyone . Preparing for my SICOM CAMP .
Friday , got to go to school for a every last meeting .
After that , I needa focus on my reversi competition that will be coming soon . These days I'm so busy with so many things yet I still can online . It's really not dull . I don't know what should I do . Everyone I miss is my best friend . I lost another best friend , no more best friend again but I will be happy . I will .
Friday , got to go to school for a every last meeting .
After that , I needa focus on my reversi competition that will be coming soon . These days I'm so busy with so many things yet I still can online . It's really not dull . I don't know what should I do . Everyone I miss is my best friend . I lost another best friend , no more best friend again but I will be happy . I will .
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Far Away - Nickelback
Nickelback - Far Away
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
One my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
not leaving
Hold on to me and, never let me go
keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
not leaving
Hold on to me and, never let me go
keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
One my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
not leaving
Hold on to me and, never let me go
keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
not leaving
Hold on to me and, never let me go
keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
back to December - Taylor Swift
I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
Small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
Then I think about summer all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your loving all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door I understand
This is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
all the time
How's life? Tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
Small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
Then I think about summer all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your loving all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door I understand
This is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
all the time
=)
After being sad for so long , should be happy or not I will feel so guilty for my friend .
So what am I gonna do it being happy as long as I could .
Smile , everyone . Smile , everyone . =))
So what am I gonna do it being happy as long as I could .
Smile , everyone . Smile , everyone . =))
Mean- Taylor swift
You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me
You, have knocked me off my feet again, got me feeling like a nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalk board calling me out when I'm winded
You, picking on the weaker man
You can take me down, with just one single blow
But you don't know, what you don't know
Some day, I'll be living in a big ole city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Some day, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, why you gotta be so mean?
You, with your switching sides and your wildfire lies and your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaws again as if I don't already see them
I walk with my head down tryna block you out, cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again
I bet you got pushed around, somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now, cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know, what you don't know
Some day, I'll be living in a big ole city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Some day, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, why you gotta be so mean?
And I can see you years from now in a bar talking over a football game
With that same big, loud opinion but nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and rumbling on about how I can't sing, but all you are is mean
All you are is mean, and a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life,
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean
But some day, I'll be living in a bi
And all you're ever gonna be is mean. Yeah
Some day, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, why you gotta be so mean?
Some day, I'll be living in a big ole city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Some day, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, why you gotta be so mean?
You, have knocked me off my feet again, got me feeling like a nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalk board calling me out when I'm winded
You, picking on the weaker man
You can take me down, with just one single blow
But you don't know, what you don't know
Some day, I'll be living in a big ole city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Some day, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, why you gotta be so mean?
You, with your switching sides and your wildfire lies and your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaws again as if I don't already see them
I walk with my head down tryna block you out, cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again
I bet you got pushed around, somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now, cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know, what you don't know
Some day, I'll be living in a big ole city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Some day, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, why you gotta be so mean?
And I can see you years from now in a bar talking over a football game
With that same big, loud opinion but nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and rumbling on about how I can't sing, but all you are is mean
All you are is mean, and a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life,
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean
But some day, I'll be living in a bi
And all you're ever gonna be is mean. Yeah
Some day, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, why you gotta be so mean?
Some day, I'll be living in a big ole city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Some day, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, why you gotta be so mean?
Monday, November 15, 2010
I don't know what and how to say anymore
I don't know what and how to say anymore .
I will stop thinking about everything and everyone .
I will stop thinking about everything and everyone .
Tired
I'm tired to act upon everyone I'm not happy . I'm happy .
Even how much I said no one listen , no one hear .
I'm so sensitive ? I've been keeping this fragile feeling for so long , but who knows ?
You never try to tell anyone ? WTF . I ever tell but no one listen . I kept silent for so many years already .
I will never find a true person anymore . I don't wanna be hurted by friends .
I hope I never be in love , but it's too late . So my solutions is don't be in a relationship with anyone and just treat everyone cold . Don't reply msg , Don't chat . Just read my books , do alone . Handle things with care . sad also won't tell anyone , happy also won't tell anyone . Sad still have to act nothing . That's what I am going to do .
Even how much I said no one listen , no one hear .
I'm so sensitive ? I've been keeping this fragile feeling for so long , but who knows ?
You never try to tell anyone ? WTF . I ever tell but no one listen . I kept silent for so many years already .
I will never find a true person anymore . I don't wanna be hurted by friends .
I hope I never be in love , but it's too late . So my solutions is don't be in a relationship with anyone and just treat everyone cold . Don't reply msg , Don't chat . Just read my books , do alone . Handle things with care . sad also won't tell anyone , happy also won't tell anyone . Sad still have to act nothing . That's what I am going to do .
Happy
I am happy . I am happy . I am happy . I am really happy , Don't say a word . Shut up .
I just need to cry . Cry my own . No one to lie on , no one to share to . Always alone .
Alone is my another strength I guess to walk along all this path .
I am happy , I am happy . I am really happy with my tear drops when writing this post . No one know how I feel . I'm jelous I know but Who wasn't jelous ? I am happy . I am happy ... =))
I just need to cry . Cry my own . No one to lie on , no one to share to . Always alone .
Alone is my another strength I guess to walk along all this path .
I am happy , I am happy . I am really happy with my tear drops when writing this post . No one know how I feel . I'm jelous I know but Who wasn't jelous ? I am happy . I am happy ... =))
So tired
I'm so tired these days .
I'm afraid I will get colon/intestine cancer/tumour . I know no one cares me .
I wait and wait for a msg but no one msg me . Always I find people after finding suddenly they don't reply me .
It's not just once already , It's always . Always me the one to find my friends to chat .
They only find me when they got problem . I don't want to hear a fake reason .
No credit , No money , Don't want to chat , Busy . I hate to listen to those reason . Everything I heard that I vomit . I'm so sick . Don't care about each others then say don't care . What's so hard to say it out ? Hurt me only . Hurt me not others . What is it so hard to msg with me ? I don't wanna accept any reason anymore . I won't reply like you guys treat me forever . No good for me . I care you guys so much but you guys never ever think how I feel always am I the one to think about . Every second I msg you guys I ever think that you guys are in that reason condition . I don't dare to msg you guys but now I've make my mind I don't want to msg you all anymore .
I'm afraid I will get colon/intestine cancer/tumour . I know no one cares me .
I wait and wait for a msg but no one msg me . Always I find people after finding suddenly they don't reply me .
It's not just once already , It's always . Always me the one to find my friends to chat .
They only find me when they got problem . I don't want to hear a fake reason .
No credit , No money , Don't want to chat , Busy . I hate to listen to those reason . Everything I heard that I vomit . I'm so sick . Don't care about each others then say don't care . What's so hard to say it out ? Hurt me only . Hurt me not others . What is it so hard to msg with me ? I don't wanna accept any reason anymore . I won't reply like you guys treat me forever . No good for me . I care you guys so much but you guys never ever think how I feel always am I the one to think about . Every second I msg you guys I ever think that you guys are in that reason condition . I don't dare to msg you guys but now I've make my mind I don't want to msg you all anymore .
Magic
B.O.B - Magic (feat. Rivers Cuomo)
Hi, my name is Bob, and I approve this message
I got the magic in me
Everytime I touch that track it turns into gold
Everybody knows I've got the magic in me
When I hit the flow the girls come snappin' at me
Now everybody wants some presto magic
Magic, magic, magic
Magic, magic, magic
Magic, magic, magic
I got the magic in me!
These tricks that I'll attempt will blow your mind
Pick a verse, any verse, I'll hypnotise you with every line
I'll need a volunteer, how about you, with the eyes?
Come on down to the front, and stand right here and don't be shy
I'll have you time-travellin', have your mind babblin'
People tryna inherit the skill so they askin' me
Even David Blaine had to go and take some classes, and
I see Mindfreak like, 'What's up man, what's happenin'?'
So come one, come all, and see the show tonight
Prepare to be astounded, no Ghost or Poltergeist
You know I'm no Pinocchio, I've never told a lie
So call me Mr. Magic Man, I float on Cloud 9
I got the magic in me (I got the magic, baby)
Everytime I touch that track it turns into gold (Yes it turns to gold)
Everybody knows I've got the magic in me (I got the magic, baby)
When I hit the flow the girls come snappin' at me (They be snappin' baby)
Now everybody wants some presto magic
Magic, magic, magic
Magic, magic, magic
Magic, magic, magic
I got the magic in me!
Well take a journey into my mind
You'll see why it's venom I rhyme
Stay on the road, so I call my mama when I got time
I hit the stage, go insane, then jump into that crowd
See, see, when I rhyme I flow on the beat like pidda-dow-dow
See I decieve you with my intergalactic ether
I sing just like Aretha, so respect me like I'm Caesar
I kick it like Adidas, flowin' sticky like adhesive
Be cautious, 'cause what I be on'll leave you with amnesia
I break all the rules like Evel Knievel
It's a spectacular show, 'cause my heart pumps diesel
So whatever you saying, it don't entertain my ego
I do this everyday, Hocus Pocus is my steelo
I got the magic in me (I got the magic, baby)
Everytime I touch that track it turns into gold (Yes it turns to gold)
Everybody knows I've got the magic in me (I got the magic, baby)
When I hit the flow the girls come snappin' at me (They be snappin' baby)
Now everybody wants some presto magic
Magic, magic, magic
Magic, magic, magic
Magic, magic, magic
I got the magic in me!.
Hi, my name is Bob, and I approve this message
I got the magic in me
Everytime I touch that track it turns into gold
Everybody knows I've got the magic in me
When I hit the flow the girls come snappin' at me
Now everybody wants some presto magic
Magic, magic, magic
Magic, magic, magic
Magic, magic, magic
I got the magic in me!
These tricks that I'll attempt will blow your mind
Pick a verse, any verse, I'll hypnotise you with every line
I'll need a volunteer, how about you, with the eyes?
Come on down to the front, and stand right here and don't be shy
I'll have you time-travellin', have your mind babblin'
People tryna inherit the skill so they askin' me
Even David Blaine had to go and take some classes, and
I see Mindfreak like, 'What's up man, what's happenin'?'
So come one, come all, and see the show tonight
Prepare to be astounded, no Ghost or Poltergeist
You know I'm no Pinocchio, I've never told a lie
So call me Mr. Magic Man, I float on Cloud 9
I got the magic in me (I got the magic, baby)
Everytime I touch that track it turns into gold (Yes it turns to gold)
Everybody knows I've got the magic in me (I got the magic, baby)
When I hit the flow the girls come snappin' at me (They be snappin' baby)
Now everybody wants some presto magic
Magic, magic, magic
Magic, magic, magic
Magic, magic, magic
I got the magic in me!
Well take a journey into my mind
You'll see why it's venom I rhyme
Stay on the road, so I call my mama when I got time
I hit the stage, go insane, then jump into that crowd
See, see, when I rhyme I flow on the beat like pidda-dow-dow
See I decieve you with my intergalactic ether
I sing just like Aretha, so respect me like I'm Caesar
I kick it like Adidas, flowin' sticky like adhesive
Be cautious, 'cause what I be on'll leave you with amnesia
I break all the rules like Evel Knievel
It's a spectacular show, 'cause my heart pumps diesel
So whatever you saying, it don't entertain my ego
I do this everyday, Hocus Pocus is my steelo
I got the magic in me (I got the magic, baby)
Everytime I touch that track it turns into gold (Yes it turns to gold)
Everybody knows I've got the magic in me (I got the magic, baby)
When I hit the flow the girls come snappin' at me (They be snappin' baby)
Now everybody wants some presto magic
Magic, magic, magic
Magic, magic, magic
Magic, magic, magic
I got the magic in me!.
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Duty
Today's Duty , I saw her . I'm strong when I saw her but It's alright .
It's just as usual as others days . Not much casualty . Having fun too =)
Cheers for always the best friend .
It's just as usual as others days . Not much casualty . Having fun too =)
Cheers for always the best friend .
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Hope
My hope is only to chat with you but I know you Wouldn't accept my hope .
Always I'm the one who hope things would be like what I wish it could be but now let makes things change .
I be the one to follow what you hope things would be like what your wish my friend . =)
Always I'm the one who hope things would be like what I wish it could be but now let makes things change .
I be the one to follow what you hope things would be like what your wish my friend . =)
Saturday
It's Saturday and I'm doing something odd from what I had never do before .
I practice my dancing until very long , exhausted but I never say I will give up and stop training myself .
I sweat a lot but I tell myself I didn't sweat much I must train more and more .
I want to be a great dancer and performance with my friends too . I need to work harder than others a billion 倍
I also read my story books too . "Once in a life time" it reflected to me that be strong for someone .
Don't doubt is that the person a best friend , a friend , a lover . Be strong for them . And I'm strong for my best friend =))
I practice my dancing until very long , exhausted but I never say I will give up and stop training myself .
I sweat a lot but I tell myself I didn't sweat much I must train more and more .
I want to be a great dancer and performance with my friends too . I need to work harder than others a billion 倍
I also read my story books too . "Once in a life time" it reflected to me that be strong for someone .
Don't doubt is that the person a best friend , a friend , a lover . Be strong for them . And I'm strong for my best friend =))
Friday, November 12, 2010
be patient
Patient is another way to success .
Being patient you can do things right and smooth without doing things in a wrong way and crumble up makes us take more time to finish it and no nice . The award of being patient is things are in good condition and nice .
Things doesn't last forever . One day it will have an solution . If It can't be solve , god will help you .
God is always in our faith =)
Being patient you can do things right and smooth without doing things in a wrong way and crumble up makes us take more time to finish it and no nice . The award of being patient is things are in good condition and nice .
Things doesn't last forever . One day it will have an solution . If It can't be solve , god will help you .
God is always in our faith =)
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Be a someone
Be a someone who people don't really like you . Be your own and be a man who can take care of people beside you . We don't need people to really got and take us . We should to be independent . We can do it , because we are we . There might be some grammatically error . But If you know what I mean . You get to the right path .
Try to change the bad things about ourselves and be a better person , a better woman nor man . We can do to be a prefect people . We can please everyone but we can please majority of the people around us . So be positive . Being positive give us the strength to wait for someone who we love . Someone who we like to be with . Patient is love . Love is patient . =) Bless to you all .
Try to change the bad things about ourselves and be a better person , a better woman nor man . We can do to be a prefect people . We can please everyone but we can please majority of the people around us . So be positive . Being positive give us the strength to wait for someone who we love . Someone who we like to be with . Patient is love . Love is patient . =) Bless to you all .
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Terrified song
The song below is terrified . I think It's a meaningful song that I want to give to Ashley .
Haha =) . Anyway , I listen to English song so often . I in love with English song but I'm in love with Chinese words too . I love to express my knowledge and my feeling using Chinese . It can actually Express me . Who I am and what is my duty to be living on . Thanks for teaching me something so valuable the A girl . =)
Haha =) . Anyway , I listen to English song so often . I in love with English song but I'm in love with Chinese words too . I love to express my knowledge and my feeling using Chinese . It can actually Express me . Who I am and what is my duty to be living on . Thanks for teaching me something so valuable the A girl . =)
Terrified - Katherine McPhee
Katharine McPhee - Terrified (feat. Jason Reeves)
You by the light is the greatest find
In a world full wrong you're the thing that's right
Finally made it through the lonely to the other side
You said it again my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified.
For the first time in the last time in my only life.
This could be good
It's already better than last
And love is worse than knowing
You're holding back
I could be all that you needed
If you let me try
You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting start
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time in my only
I only said it cause I mean it
I only mean cause it's true
So don't you doubt what I've been dreaming
Cause it fills me up and holds me close
Whenever I'm without you
You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time in my only life
You by the light is the greatest find
In a world full wrong you're the thing that's right
Finally made it through the lonely to the other side
You said it again my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified.
For the first time in the last time in my only life.
This could be good
It's already better than last
And love is worse than knowing
You're holding back
I could be all that you needed
If you let me try
You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting start
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time in my only
I only said it cause I mean it
I only mean cause it's true
So don't you doubt what I've been dreaming
Cause it fills me up and holds me close
Whenever I'm without you
You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time in my only life
Happy
Has anyone of the readers here see that picture ? Please don't forget to smile . =)
Today my topic is to say about this . This is a very memorable and meaningful Picture . It was sent by Ek.Ching to me . I appreciate a lot from her help and she's the organizer of this blog .
But I'm the one who own this and write it =) . Sometimes she would post too =P
Readers , Be happy when you see this . I want you all to be happy !!! xD
Today my topic is to say about this . This is a very memorable and meaningful Picture . It was sent by Ek.Ching to me . I appreciate a lot from her help and she's the organizer of this blog .
But I'm the one who own this and write it =) . Sometimes she would post too =P
Readers , Be happy when you see this . I want you all to be happy !!! xD
Exam
Hurray ! When I Know that I just left 2 days to go . I'm so happy .
Today is math and math is over . Not bad I guess . Still okay , acceptable question to do .
Left Tomorrow . Tomorrow test BM and BI paper 1 and Friday is PK and civic . =) Good luck to all candidates =)
Today is math and math is over . Not bad I guess . Still okay , acceptable question to do .
Left Tomorrow . Tomorrow test BM and BI paper 1 and Friday is PK and civic . =) Good luck to all candidates =)
Monday, November 8, 2010
With you - Sum 41
With you - Sum41
I don't want this moment
to ever end
Where everything's nothing
without you
I wait here forever just to
to see you smile
cause it's true
I am nothing without you
Through it all
I made my mistakes
I'll stumble and fall
but I mean these words
I want you to know
with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won't let go
Thoughts read unspoken
forever and now
And pieces of memories
fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so
I won't let this go
Cause it's true
I am nothing without you
All the streets
where I walked alone
with nowhere to go
have come to an end
I want you to know
with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won't let go
In front of your eyes
it falls from the skies
when you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes
it falls from the skies
when you just never know what you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find
I don't want this moment
to ever end
Where everything's nothing
without you
I want you to know
with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won't let go
I want you to know
with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show that I won't let go
Cause I bleed my heart out to show that I won't let go
I don't want this moment
to ever end
Where everything's nothing
without you
I wait here forever just to
to see you smile
cause it's true
I am nothing without you
Through it all
I made my mistakes
I'll stumble and fall
but I mean these words
I want you to know
with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won't let go
Thoughts read unspoken
forever and now
And pieces of memories
fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so
I won't let this go
Cause it's true
I am nothing without you
All the streets
where I walked alone
with nowhere to go
have come to an end
I want you to know
with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won't let go
In front of your eyes
it falls from the skies
when you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes
it falls from the skies
when you just never know what you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find
I don't want this moment
to ever end
Where everything's nothing
without you
I want you to know
with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won't let go
I want you to know
with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show that I won't let go
Cause I bleed my heart out to show that I won't let go
Sunday, November 7, 2010
It's test
It's test and what makes me sad is today my test is like freaking out of time . I only can do as much as I can and get it correctly . So tired .
Cool things
Caution: Please take note of this , This just like a wave came into my mind and I posted it on facebook xD
Study . I HATE you!!!!
I would say I :
Have you in my mind always .
Always remember you are the only one when exam
Think about you when I need to write an answer to fill in the blanks
Everyday trying to avoid you after test and just for playing
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Now
Now , it's the time where everyone are facing the exam .
Form 2 have exam , Form 4 also have exam . After both test , Form 5 came into their last year and a year where can decide where they future leads them to is Sijil Pengajian Menegah(SPM) . Let us all bless them with flying colours . They may need our wishes and our blessing . They really need it . PMR students as known as Form 3 students has collected their wishes and blessing . Now , don't be jelous . Give out your blessing and wishing to them . The form 5 , They hopefully will do well for it . As they have work so hard and going through their 5 years in Kuching High School and the others school . May we hold our hands for them too . =)) Wishes is always needed . Blessing is also with us . Let us be there for everyone we love . Our Enemy is the best lover , Our friends is the best brick to hold . Our family is the best supporter to us .
Form 2 have exam , Form 4 also have exam . After both test , Form 5 came into their last year and a year where can decide where they future leads them to is Sijil Pengajian Menegah(SPM) . Let us all bless them with flying colours . They may need our wishes and our blessing . They really need it . PMR students as known as Form 3 students has collected their wishes and blessing . Now , don't be jelous . Give out your blessing and wishing to them . The form 5 , They hopefully will do well for it . As they have work so hard and going through their 5 years in Kuching High School and the others school . May we hold our hands for them too . =)) Wishes is always needed . Blessing is also with us . Let us be there for everyone we love . Our Enemy is the best lover , Our friends is the best brick to hold . Our family is the best supporter to us .
压力
今晚，我来和你们分享我的知识。
什么是压力？今世,压力很普遍。在那里都会看到人们背负着压力。
学生们有学生们的压力,在工作中的少年们以及我们的父母都背负着不同的压力。
可是每个人的压力都同等，你站同我的说法吗？
例如，学生只有读书压力。父母有工作压力。可是哪一个比较压力？我们当然会挺我们的父母，他们比较压力。可是我觉得压力每个人都同等。为什么?
每个人的压力都一样。我们人只会对自己说好压力。一直的说，到最后不疯了才怪。
可是如果换个细想，今天我说好的老板，我会去做。心里对自己说我会做的很好。
那我还会觉得压力吗？我只要不去想后果反而做好铺路给将会发生的后果。
呢么事情其不是解决了吗？说的容易，做的难。只要你相信你能改变你的思想每对每一天是快乐的你就能是最快乐的人。
什么是压力？今世,压力很普遍。在那里都会看到人们背负着压力。
学生们有学生们的压力,在工作中的少年们以及我们的父母都背负着不同的压力。
可是每个人的压力都同等，你站同我的说法吗？
例如，学生只有读书压力。父母有工作压力。可是哪一个比较压力？我们当然会挺我们的父母，他们比较压力。可是我觉得压力每个人都同等。为什么?
每个人的压力都一样。我们人只会对自己说好压力。一直的说，到最后不疯了才怪。
可是如果换个细想，今天我说好的老板，我会去做。心里对自己说我会做的很好。
那我还会觉得压力吗？我只要不去想后果反而做好铺路给将会发生的后果。
呢么事情其不是解决了吗？说的容易，做的难。只要你相信你能改变你的思想每对每一天是快乐的你就能是最快乐的人。
Friday, November 5, 2010
全世界我也可以放弃，至少还有值得我去珍惜
全世界我也可以放弃，至少还有你值得我去珍惜。
我 不愿为这样孤单的活下去。
这歌词很收悉对吧？因为它是我突然间想到的..
somethin' about love that breaks your heart .
this song lyris very familiar ? It's a song from David archuleta - Somethin' about love .
Song can prove someone is they the one you think or not . It's not that everyone betray you . Just believe in them
我 不愿为这样孤单的活下去。
这歌词很收悉对吧？因为它是我突然间想到的..
somethin' about love that breaks your heart .
this song lyris very familiar ? It's a song from David archuleta - Somethin' about love .
Song can prove someone is they the one you think or not . It's not that everyone betray you . Just believe in them
Hoobstank - The reason
Hoobastank - The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
END
END
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
END
END
Thursday, November 4, 2010
long time no post
It has been a very long time I've post nothing on to this blog .
But This blog is a blog where it's only allow for Ek.Ching actually .
Thanks for the great help you gave me . Now then I can stand .
You raise me up , so I can stand on mountain .
'You raise me up to walk on stormy sea .'
'I am strong when I am on your shoulder .'
'You raise me up to more than I can be .'
Sick of hearing to this song ? Maybe , Just hear it last week at Borneo Convention Center Kuching as known as (BCKK)
But what I can say right now is a joy of happy ! Sc subject is over ! Hurray ! Time to enjoy a bit . Tomorrow is Saturday so Saturday then Pia !! =)
But This blog is a blog where it's only allow for Ek.Ching actually .
Thanks for the great help you gave me . Now then I can stand .
You raise me up , so I can stand on mountain .
'You raise me up to walk on stormy sea .'
'I am strong when I am on your shoulder .'
'You raise me up to more than I can be .'
Sick of hearing to this song ? Maybe , Just hear it last week at Borneo Convention Center Kuching as known as (BCKK)
But what I can say right now is a joy of happy ! Sc subject is over ! Hurray ! Time to enjoy a bit . Tomorrow is Saturday so Saturday then Pia !! =)
Saturday, October 30, 2010
A lot of things to say
29.10.2010
It's the day of historical for SMK KUCHING HIGH .
My beloved school you raise us up ~
Here's the chorus of the song .
You raise me up , so I can climb on mountain .
You raise me up , To walk on stormy sea .
I am strong when I am on your shoulder .
You raise me up to more than I can be .
WE banquet service line up to become two rows . 68 of us there and we split into two sides and start to help the staff there to serve ice water or even Chinese tea . I saw some people also drinking beer .
After that , we take our rest in sequence and Give our the photographic of every table . But only T5 , T6 ,T7 and T8 got the photographic . Others we could only give them a paper and said . We are sorry that your photos are not ready yet ladies and gentleman . We could get this from the address on this paper . Lastly , thanks for supporting Kuching High . =) Lol. We are like memorizing a script duh .
Lately , I stop writing my dairy . I may going to start to write it next year and again . =) .
I read your diary ~~~~
Besides , It's Phua Chu Kang show ~ Oops , I'm wrong . It's PHUA CHU KANG Happy Hour ~~ HE said a lot of funny things and his freaking jokes . He said something like this . People ask me to do a show , I tell you all I don't know how to do a show . To do a show , there must be a women . with low shirt and high skirt/pants . Look sexy . But I am a man , how to do a show ? But I can make HAPPY HOUR !!! Haha , so lame but his lame jokes are so funny where makes all the crowd go crazy ~
I don't like people to say sorry, Others people could say they are sorry , BUt you ABIGAIL NGO ING ING , You are not allowed to say . Because You do nothing wrong . =)
It's the day of historical for SMK KUCHING HIGH .
My beloved school you raise us up ~
Here's the chorus of the song .
You raise me up , so I can climb on mountain .
You raise me up , To walk on stormy sea .
I am strong when I am on your shoulder .
You raise me up to more than I can be .
WE banquet service line up to become two rows . 68 of us there and we split into two sides and start to help the staff there to serve ice water or even Chinese tea . I saw some people also drinking beer .
After that , we take our rest in sequence and Give our the photographic of every table . But only T5 , T6 ,T7 and T8 got the photographic . Others we could only give them a paper and said . We are sorry that your photos are not ready yet ladies and gentleman . We could get this from the address on this paper . Lastly , thanks for supporting Kuching High . =) Lol. We are like memorizing a script duh .
Lately , I stop writing my dairy . I may going to start to write it next year and again . =) .
I read your diary ~~~~
Besides , It's Phua Chu Kang show ~ Oops , I'm wrong . It's PHUA CHU KANG Happy Hour ~~ HE said a lot of funny things and his freaking jokes . He said something like this . People ask me to do a show , I tell you all I don't know how to do a show . To do a show , there must be a women . with low shirt and high skirt/pants . Look sexy . But I am a man , how to do a show ? But I can make HAPPY HOUR !!! Haha , so lame but his lame jokes are so funny where makes all the crowd go crazy ~
I don't like people to say sorry, Others people could say they are sorry , BUt you ABIGAIL NGO ING ING , You are not allowed to say . Because You do nothing wrong . =)
Monday, October 25, 2010
it's the end ??
It's the end ?? Okay , I accept your decision . You're definitely right , studies are more important than being in a relationship right now . Maybe there won't be another relationship anymore . I would wait . I may leave this place as soon as possible and I can . I need to improve my BM 'Oral' and the way I talk using BM . I should cut down on using others language when I'm talking BM with anyone . I'm one of the Manglish of all around the people between me and them . My English sucks too . I know But I will try to change to be a perfect one . Even if The world really meets an end . I never regret for what I've done . I just telling you my feeling that time , but you misunderstood me and being in a relationship with me but I never regret . I won't say a sorry and You shouldn't too . This post , only Felicia would know what I'm talking about =)
Friday, October 22, 2010
Love and passion
love and passion . You will never know when is your end and when do u start . Is it started when you're born ?
Not really so true and yet , what would it be ? It's just a living of showing your love to people around you and passion to the one who you love . =D
Addition,
Readers , let me ask you what's respect ? Can u defined it ?
Not really so true and yet , what would it be ? It's just a living of showing your love to people around you and passion to the one who you love . =D
Addition,
Readers , let me ask you what's respect ? Can u defined it ?
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Die
You want me to die is it so you block me in Facebook !!! Fuck off !! Go find your Exxxx xxx La !!! Shit you
No one would help me to tell me .. ish ..
No one would help me to tell me .. ish ..
Sunday, October 17, 2010
what a Sunday
What a Sunday this is . 17th of October 2010 . It's October of 2010 . A new year 2011 will be coming soon .
Today I go to St.John Head Quarter to have An Adult 1st-aid examination . Everything was so okay , Hope to know the result very soon . After that , I got to start studying very fast for this last mid-term exam . Got to do well for it . Or not , I'm going to be dead soon . Besides , I must try my best . =]
Today I go to St.John Head Quarter to have An Adult 1st-aid examination . Everything was so okay , Hope to know the result very soon . After that , I got to start studying very fast for this last mid-term exam . Got to do well for it . Or not , I'm going to be dead soon . Besides , I must try my best . =]
Thursday, October 14, 2010
无形
人的形状是有形的，可是一个人的心是无形的。
这没有科学根据因为这是只有走过这条路的人才知道..
一个人的心，会变也可能不变。
它不像外表看起来一样。它是一种感觉..一种不是我们能感受到的感觉..
因为它的存在然我不在是我..我变得像个人不人的人..
这没有科学根据因为这是只有走过这条路的人才知道..
一个人的心，会变也可能不变。
它不像外表看起来一样。它是一种感觉..一种不是我们能感受到的感觉..
因为它的存在然我不在是我..我变得像个人不人的人..
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
默默地
我的名字 叫 仁豪 不是人好
这差很远 我的人气关系不好..为人也不好..有时随便..有时不
可是天不差那么远
因为我还是我..就算我不是你的好朋友..但我想对你说我会默默的祝福你
在生活上，过的快乐..找到一个可以为你保密，为你做个好朋友..
就算天塌了..也有人会为你阻挡因为你有一群好朋友..而我只有你这么的一位好朋友..=）
这差很远 我的人气关系不好..为人也不好..有时随便..有时不
可是天不差那么远
因为我还是我..就算我不是你的好朋友..但我想对你说我会默默的祝福你
在生活上，过的快乐..找到一个可以为你保密，为你做个好朋友..
就算天塌了..也有人会为你阻挡因为你有一群好朋友..而我只有你这么的一位好朋友..=）
=)
Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
*check out the song :)
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
FOR EVERY GIRL IN HERE [ONLY]. XD
No boys, unless you're thinking to become a girl =P*check out the song :)
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Chinese
Sometimes , only Chinese words can express my feeling because I'm still a Chinese .
No matter how harsh life is , I still got to go on . The day I born and step on this earth .
I'm given an order to stay happy in live . Go out and look wide around the world .
Be the most happiest person . Even if I'm still alone . =) SMILE
No matter how harsh life is , I still got to go on . The day I born and step on this earth .
I'm given an order to stay happy in live . Go out and look wide around the world .
Be the most happiest person . Even if I'm still alone . =) SMILE
with you - chris brown
Chris Brown - With You
Exclusive
lyrics By Larry Cheng
I need you boo, (Ooh)
I gotta see you boo (Hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo, (Ooh)
I gotta see you boo (Hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you a stunna
Hot..lil figure,
Yes, you a winner
And im so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
Ooh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You're..my sweetheart
And im so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..
You mean to me
What i mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
Cos if i gotchu,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I..know I can't be the only one,
I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of his life who feel..
Wat i feel when i'm
With you~~~
Girl..
With you~~~
Oh Girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! little shawty,
Say..you care for me,
You know..I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know..that i won't lie,
You know..that i would try,
To be your everything..yeah..
Cuz if i got chu,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I..know I can't be the only one,
I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
Wat i feel when i'm
With you~~~
Ohh..
With you~~~
Yeah Heh..
And I..
Will never try to deny,
Cuz you are my whole light,
Cuz if you ever let me do,
I would die..
So I won't find,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
Cos' if I got that,
And I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my
I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
Woo Ooohh.. Yeah~
They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I..know I can't be the only one,
I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
Wat i feel when i'm
With you~~~
Girl..
With you~~~
Ohh..
With you~~~
With you~~~
Larry Cheng ~~share with You~~
Larry Cheng ~~share with You~~
Exclusive
lyrics By Larry Cheng
I need you boo, (Ooh)
I gotta see you boo (Hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo, (Ooh)
I gotta see you boo (Hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you a stunna
Hot..lil figure,
Yes, you a winner
And im so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
Ooh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You're..my sweetheart
And im so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..
You mean to me
What i mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
Cos if i gotchu,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I..know I can't be the only one,
I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of his life who feel..
Wat i feel when i'm
With you~~~
Girl..
With you~~~
Oh Girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! little shawty,
Say..you care for me,
You know..I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know..that i won't lie,
You know..that i would try,
To be your everything..yeah..
Cuz if i got chu,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I..know I can't be the only one,
I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
Wat i feel when i'm
With you~~~
Ohh..
With you~~~
Yeah Heh..
And I..
Will never try to deny,
Cuz you are my whole light,
Cuz if you ever let me do,
I would die..
So I won't find,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
Cos' if I got that,
And I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my
I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
Woo Ooohh.. Yeah~
They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I..know I can't be the only one,
I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
Wat i feel when i'm
With you~~~
Girl..
With you~~~
Ohh..
With you~~~
With you~~~
Larry Cheng ~~share with You~~
Larry Cheng ~~share with You~~
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Randomly
Randomly posted this .
Doing nothing and I just woke up from nap .
Yesterday , my mum told me that I can never married a Christian Girl .
It let me think about so much , how about Felicia ?
I just can't leave her like this ? OMG ! What the frog .. This is killing me .
I answered my mum , you're Methodist Christian !!
Mum told me that , Can't you see now I'm so suffering ?
I can't hold the things and Do what Roman's do when living in Rome . But No forcing okay ? .
Where as my mum suffer a lot and always being sad but she love me Dad .
She Don't wanna see any one of Christian suffer like her . Being in a home of Buddhist and don't do what Buddhist do are not respect people and some how that They being bully . Usually Girls . But boy , they have no problem . Because Girls who are Buddhist follow the man to be Christian . Hollow crap .. World is so unfair . Why can't we lived in an education live where no religious view are involved ??
Doing nothing and I just woke up from nap .
Yesterday , my mum told me that I can never married a Christian Girl .
It let me think about so much , how about Felicia ?
I just can't leave her like this ? OMG ! What the frog .. This is killing me .
I answered my mum , you're Methodist Christian !!
Mum told me that , Can't you see now I'm so suffering ?
I can't hold the things and Do what Roman's do when living in Rome . But No forcing okay ? .
Where as my mum suffer a lot and always being sad but she love me Dad .
She Don't wanna see any one of Christian suffer like her . Being in a home of Buddhist and don't do what Buddhist do are not respect people and some how that They being bully . Usually Girls . But boy , they have no problem . Because Girls who are Buddhist follow the man to be Christian . Hollow crap .. World is so unfair . Why can't we lived in an education live where no religious view are involved ??
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Boy like Girls - heart heart heartbreak
Boy Like Girls - Heart Heart Heartbreak
Heartbreak...
Heart heart heartbreak...
(Hey! hey! hey! hey!)
Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
(Taste it on my tongue)
The sky was burning up like fireworks
So many want you oh so bad it hurts
But girl, in case you haven't heard
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
Love is forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night now it's just a barfight
So just call me crazy (say hello then goodbye) (okay!)
There's just one thing (okay!)
That would make me say
I used to be love drunk but now I'm hungover
Love is forever
But now it's over (hey! hey! hey! hey!)
Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinning on a roller coaster ride
With the world stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy every time we touched
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up
Oh girl, you make me such a rush
I used to be love drunk but now I'm hungover
Love is forever forever is over
We used to kiss all night now it's just a barfight
So just call me crazy (say hello then goodbye) (okay!)
There's just one thing (okay!)
That would make me say
I used to be love drunk but now I'm hungover
Love is forever
But now it's over
All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab
Cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you
I used to be love drunk (but now I'm hungover)
Love is forever but now it's over
I used to be love drunk but now I'm hungover
Love is forever forever is over
We used to kiss all night now it's just a barfight
So just call me crazy (say hello then goodbye) (okay!)
There's just one thing (okay!)
That would make me say
I used to be love drunk but now I'm hungover
Love is forever
But now it's over
Na na na na na na na na na
Lrc by bayan from LK Lyrics Group
Heartbreak...
Heart heart heartbreak...
(Hey! hey! hey! hey!)
Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
(Taste it on my tongue)
The sky was burning up like fireworks
So many want you oh so bad it hurts
But girl, in case you haven't heard
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
Love is forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night now it's just a barfight
So just call me crazy (say hello then goodbye) (okay!)
There's just one thing (okay!)
That would make me say
I used to be love drunk but now I'm hungover
Love is forever
But now it's over (hey! hey! hey! hey!)
Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinning on a roller coaster ride
With the world stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy every time we touched
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up
Oh girl, you make me such a rush
I used to be love drunk but now I'm hungover
Love is forever forever is over
We used to kiss all night now it's just a barfight
So just call me crazy (say hello then goodbye) (okay!)
There's just one thing (okay!)
That would make me say
I used to be love drunk but now I'm hungover
Love is forever
But now it's over
All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab
Cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you
I used to be love drunk (but now I'm hungover)
Love is forever but now it's over
I used to be love drunk but now I'm hungover
Love is forever forever is over
We used to kiss all night now it's just a barfight
So just call me crazy (say hello then goodbye) (okay!)
There's just one thing (okay!)
That would make me say
I used to be love drunk but now I'm hungover
Love is forever
But now it's over
Na na na na na na na na na
Lrc by bayan from LK Lyrics Group
Tino Coury - Diary
Tino Coury - Diary
I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see
That you fell in love with him him him
I read your diary
You know, d-d-d-diary
I saw a book with lock and key right next to your name
I-I-I couldn't help myself 'cause things ain't just been the same (Uh-Oh)
Can you please tell me, 'cause this so insane
My heart is bleedin', paper cuts from readin' (readin')
Page 1
Says that your fallin' in and outta love
Page 2
Says all them things I do just ain't enough
Page 3
No I couldn't see
Page 3 says you don't know how to explain it to me
But I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see
That you fell in love with him him him
But I read your diary
ohoh, ohoh
Diary diary diary
I turned the page and see a picture of you and him
Noo noo noo
That was the night you told me you where out with your friends
And now I know that my kiss was just second
My heart is bleedin', paper cuts from readin' (readin')
Page 4
Says your addicted to sexting him every night
Page 5
Has all the reason you know that this isn't right
Page 6
I can't handle this, I feel just like JT on cry me a river
'Cause I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see
That you fell in love with him him him
But I read your diary
ohoh, ohoh
Diary
Lets make a list
Broken promises
How you always told me you loved me right after every kiss
You always talked about all them other chicks
And now it's obvious that we know who the real b*tch is
B*tch is....B-B-B*tch is...B*tch
I-I-I-I read your dairy d-d-d-diary
I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see
That you fell in love with him him him
But I read your diary (ohoho)
Diary
Diary
I read your diary
D-d-d-diary
--------Max Rnb--------
I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see
That you fell in love with him him him
I read your diary
You know, d-d-d-diary
I saw a book with lock and key right next to your name
I-I-I couldn't help myself 'cause things ain't just been the same (Uh-Oh)
Can you please tell me, 'cause this so insane
My heart is bleedin', paper cuts from readin' (readin')
Page 1
Says that your fallin' in and outta love
Page 2
Says all them things I do just ain't enough
Page 3
No I couldn't see
Page 3 says you don't know how to explain it to me
But I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see
That you fell in love with him him him
But I read your diary
ohoh, ohoh
Diary diary diary
I turned the page and see a picture of you and him
Noo noo noo
That was the night you told me you where out with your friends
And now I know that my kiss was just second
My heart is bleedin', paper cuts from readin' (readin')
Page 4
Says your addicted to sexting him every night
Page 5
Has all the reason you know that this isn't right
Page 6
I can't handle this, I feel just like JT on cry me a river
'Cause I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see
That you fell in love with him him him
But I read your diary
ohoh, ohoh
Diary
Lets make a list
Broken promises
How you always told me you loved me right after every kiss
You always talked about all them other chicks
And now it's obvious that we know who the real b*tch is
B*tch is....B-B-B*tch is...B*tch
I-I-I-I read your dairy d-d-d-diary
I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see
That you fell in love with him him him
But I read your diary (ohoho)
Diary
Diary
I read your diary
D-d-d-diary
--------Max Rnb--------
writing for my own .
I'm writing this blog for my own . Not for others just for my own .
It's so selfish but I just can't change . I'm the who I am . It's hard to forgive me for being so selfish but I've no choice . I don't wanna let my mind control me , I want to control my mind to tell myself What I should do .
Recently , I've re-download some songs and downloaded some new songs . All together , there's 103 of it .
Some song's it's nice and warm . Some hot songs are listen to when you're not in a good mood . It's so hot it hot you up to show your anger and sing it out loud just to express out all your feeling of how you feel but not scolding people . Singing is one of a mask where you cover your feeling not to let anyone know how you feel . Even if It's rap , Singing can relieve stress . It's one of the way we can live our lives . After singing out , you will feel better as you feel . Something that only songs can express out your feeling and no one knows . Singing need feeling , so they only know when you sing , you got a lot of feeling . But don't know that you're singing because you're depressed , because you're mad , because you're happy . No one knows .
It's so selfish but I just can't change . I'm the who I am . It's hard to forgive me for being so selfish but I've no choice . I don't wanna let my mind control me , I want to control my mind to tell myself What I should do .
Recently , I've re-download some songs and downloaded some new songs . All together , there's 103 of it .
Some song's it's nice and warm . Some hot songs are listen to when you're not in a good mood . It's so hot it hot you up to show your anger and sing it out loud just to express out all your feeling of how you feel but not scolding people . Singing is one of a mask where you cover your feeling not to let anyone know how you feel . Even if It's rap , Singing can relieve stress . It's one of the way we can live our lives . After singing out , you will feel better as you feel . Something that only songs can express out your feeling and no one knows . Singing need feeling , so they only know when you sing , you got a lot of feeling . But don't know that you're singing because you're depressed , because you're mad , because you're happy . No one knows .
Mama's song - carrie underwood
carrie underwood - Mama's Song
Mama you taught me to do the right things
So now you have to let your baby fly
You£§ve given me everything that I will need
To make it through this crazy thing called life
And I know you watch me grow up
and always want what£§s best for me
And I think I found the answer to your prayers
And he is good so good
He treats your little girl like a real man should
He is good so good
He makes promises he keeps
No he£§s never gonna leave
So don£§t you worry about me
Don£§t you worry about me
Mama there£§s no way you£§ll ever lose me
And giving me away is not goodbye
As you watch me walk down to my future
I hope tears of joy are in your eyes
Cuz he is good so good
He treats your little girl like a real man should
He is good so good
He makes promises he keeps
No he£§s never gonna leave
So don£§t you worry about me
Don£§t you worry about me
And when I watch my little baby grow
I£§ll only want what£§s best for her
And I hope she£§ll find the answer to my prayers
And that she£§ll say
He is good so good
He treats your little girl like a real man should
He is good so good
he makes promises he keeps
No he£§s never gonna leave
So don£§t you worry about me
Don£§t you worry about me
Mama don£§t you worry about is me
Dont you worry about me
Mama you taught me to do the right things
So now you have to let your baby fly
You£§ve given me everything that I will need
To make it through this crazy thing called life
And I know you watch me grow up
and always want what£§s best for me
And I think I found the answer to your prayers
And he is good so good
He treats your little girl like a real man should
He is good so good
He makes promises he keeps
No he£§s never gonna leave
So don£§t you worry about me
Don£§t you worry about me
Mama there£§s no way you£§ll ever lose me
And giving me away is not goodbye
As you watch me walk down to my future
I hope tears of joy are in your eyes
Cuz he is good so good
He treats your little girl like a real man should
He is good so good
He makes promises he keeps
No he£§s never gonna leave
So don£§t you worry about me
Don£§t you worry about me
And when I watch my little baby grow
I£§ll only want what£§s best for her
And I hope she£§ll find the answer to my prayers
And that she£§ll say
He is good so good
He treats your little girl like a real man should
He is good so good
he makes promises he keeps
No he£§s never gonna leave
So don£§t you worry about me
Don£§t you worry about me
Mama don£§t you worry about is me
Dont you worry about me
Friday, October 1, 2010
let's talk about something
Hey , readers . Long time no see you guys .
I'm fine . I'm in well condition . I just cannot believe how can i survive for so long such a miracle .
Earth is beautiful , appreciate it . What god have give us in this beautiful and peaceful world .
It looks sad , creepy , bloody all around cause of war ! WAR . Okay , This was cause by humans .
Anyway, there's a lot to say that I can get some new songs that I like a lot much . Such as . Diary - Tino coury .. Haha
I'm fine . I'm in well condition . I just cannot believe how can i survive for so long such a miracle .
Earth is beautiful , appreciate it . What god have give us in this beautiful and peaceful world .
It looks sad , creepy , bloody all around cause of war ! WAR . Okay , This was cause by humans .
Anyway, there's a lot to say that I can get some new songs that I like a lot much . Such as . Diary - Tino coury .. Haha
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
secrets - One republic
OneRepublic - Secrets
Maximal r&b - The Freshest & Hottest R&B/ Hip-Hop Music!
I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til' all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I've been on the brink, so
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
My god, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything
So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, All my secrets away
Maximal r&b - The Freshest & Hottest R&B/ Hip-Hop Music!
I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til' all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I've been on the brink, so
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
My god, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything
So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, All my secrets away
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